Rant Book

Happy

I'm honestly happy with my life.
It was depressing there for a while. I didn't want to get out of bed, I forced myself to eat. I had thoughts a suicide. It was a mess, it was all because of a stupid mistake I made.

But now I have someone to have my back. They literally make me smile at my worst. They try to text me every chance they get, even if they are busy. I know i jump from relationship to relationship, but they make me truly happy.

For a while, I thought I wasn't worth living anymore. I thought only my body was good enough for someone. I thought that if I showed him my body he'd still want to be with me. I figured "Hey you'll still love me!". No I was wrong.

Then someone else swept me off my feet and said I was worth loving and living for. I wasn't here to be used. I wasn't just here for someone to get their rocks off to. I am important, I am Beautiful, I am smart.

For them, I'm grateful, when I'm sad they cheer me up, when they are sad, I make them smile. They are truly my life. And I will protect them with mine. Thank you for all you've done. I love you💙