Y/n is currently with her boyfriend Shawn Mendes, me and y/n have been fulling around for about a year. Yeah I know that it is wrong, but I really love her and I'm tierd of her running off every 30 minutes just to get Shawn something or to be with him I just want her to my self and tonight I want an answer.
I'm currently in the studio with noodz recording my new song nights like This.
"Lani!"noodz yell
" Wassup"
"Did you not hear any thing I said"
I shook my head. She sighs "Lani why are you always dozing off on me when I'm trying to talk to you?"I grab a blunt and light it and take a whiff of it. I sigh.
" I'm sorry noodz it's nothing let's get back to the song please" She nods. I know she knows I'm not okay but I will tell her everything later. I go in the booth and start to sing
You act like you need remindin'
Tryna do it over, bring it back and rewind it
But all that glitters isn't gold, I was blinded
Should have never gave you my heart on consignment
And I can't believe the lies that I went for
Thought you was mine, but you decided to be with him though
You took my feelings and just threw 'em out the window
Feel like it's too hard to fall in love again, no
On some nights like this, shawty, I can't help but think of us
I've been reminiscin', sippin', missin' ya
Can you tell me what's with all this distant love?
If I called, would you pick it up?
On some nights like this, I just wanna text you, but for what?
You gon' say you want me, then go switch it up
Just gon' play with my emotions just because, no (Oh)
All them times I played the fool for you
Thinkin' we could put it back together, thought we had forever
You never see my point of view
Our connection is so severed, you don't show no effort
And I can't believe the lies that I went for
Thought you was mine, but you decided to be with him though
You took my feelings and just threw 'em out the window
Feel like it's too hard to fall in love again, no
On some nights like this, shawty, I can't help but think of us
I've been reminiscin', sippin', missin' ya
Can you tell me what's with all this distant love?
If I called, would you pick it up?
On some nights like this, I just wanna text you, but for what?
You gon' say you want me, then go switch it up
Just gon' play with my emotions just because, no (Oh)
You gon' get my hopes high, girl
You gon' get my hopes high, girl
Just gon' tell me more lies, girl
Just gon' get my hopes high, girl
I step out the booth sad as fuck but not trying to show it Noodz See's it and ask every one to leave out the studio after the song is over.
*30 minutes later*
once every body leaves I start to cry Which makes Noodz sad.
"Lani what's wrong babe please tell me your making me sad"I sigh. "Okay so me and y/n have been messing around for a year now and I just can't take it anymore her running back to Shawn every 30 minutes and shit every time I say I want her all to my self she always say 'I love Shawn I can't leave him' which hurts me even more because I am in love with her and I know she loves me back but I can't keep sharing what's mine Noodz I can't she has me wrapped around her finger." Noodz pulls me in for a hug and holds me about 30 minutes later I stop crying and let go of Noodz and post the song up. It's already at 4.5mill
I get a call form Ellen telling me she wants me on her show tomorrow. I accept.
*Next day on the show*
(Outfit in the media ⬆⬆)
"Hey Kehlani how you doing so you got the song yesterday and it's going bad it's like top in the USA, can you tell me what song is about why you wrote it"
'Hey Ellen I'm doing well. So the reason I wrote this song is because I have been messing around with this girl and she is talking to this guy at the same time and she doesn't wanna lose the love she Is getting from the guy and she doesn't consider my feelings when it comes to me wanting to be with her she steady saying she loves me but she always go back to him.'
"Wow that's messed but we will be back after the brake" I hug Ellen and wave at the audience and go the dressing room to see y/n she looked terrible but I don't wanna give in.
'What do you want y/n' i say not looking at her. I can see she is looking at me with sad eyes."uhh...... I broke up with Shawn to be with you I did listen to the song it pretty great but I didn't know you felt that way and I should when listened because I really do love you so much that I ended it with Shawn to be with you" I see her start to cry which makes me pull her into a hug and kiss the top of her head
'It's okay princess I'm sorry I love you so much and it hurts me to see you cry and be all sad. You are my world.'
The end
I think this is so terrible but I tried
