That Special Girl (One Direction Adoption)[COMPLETED]

Right Now (Chapter Thirty)

Niall P.O.V

I think I love Caia. I don't want to say it first though. What if I scare her. I can't lose her. She keeps me grounded. If I didn't have her I would be a little bratty to everyone. I wish I could talk to my dad right now. I could call him but it wouldn't be the same. I'm really homesick right now.

Right now, I wish you were here with me.

Oh ya, sorry. Started singing in my head there. Whoops.

So where was I? Oh, missing my dad. I have Caia and she helps. Speaking of her. I am sitting on the couch with her next to me and watching TV. We're watching Fresh Prince of Bell-Air.

I pulled Caia on me so she was sitting on my lap. She gasp surprised then laid her head on my chest. I sighed happily. She is just so beautiful. Yes, she is hot but words can't describe how beautiful she is. The first time I saw her I almost grabbed her and kissed her right then. That would of scared her away though. I'm turning real soft. Caia does stuff like that to me. She can do that to people and she doesn't even notice. Every time we go out, which isn't much because of people always surrounding us and we're never alone, I see guys stare at her. She is oblivious to it. I just hope she doesn't leave me for somebody else. I really love her. It's to soon to say that though.

"Caia?"

"Hmm?" She hummed, more interested in the TV then me. I grabbed her chin and forced her to look at me.

"You won't leave me will you?"

"I wasn't planing on doing that." She raised her brow.

"Why did you ask?" She asked me.

"I just wanted to make sure." I said. She lifted her head slightly looking into my eyes. I lowered my head and kissed her lips softly. She reacted by kissing me back. There was no sexual tension or need, just love. I pulled away looking down at her. She looked at me dazed from the kiss. I love that I can do that to her.

I leaned down again and kissed her lips softly. I pulled away smiling down at her. Man I love her lips. I kissed her again but more urgently. I pulled away once more smiling again.
"Let's go on a date." I suggested.
"Where and how?" She asked looking up at me.
"Anywhere we want and I can make sure nobody is there." I kissed her forehead softly. She nuzzled into me more, sighing happily.
"I would love that." She said, hugging my waist.
Ah, the word love. There is a thin line between love and hate. Love is a very strong word, along with hate.
I don't know why I thought that.
"We could go to the movies. I can rent the whole movie theatre out so nobody will interrupt us." I suggested, looking at her, admiring her beauty.
"We have to see Annabelle then." She smirked at me.
"Of course, sweetheart." I kissed her softly on the lips.

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This is really short and I know that.
I'm having alot of problems.
I have epilepsy, vertigo, and anxiety. Which you already know.
I don't go to school much or anywhere.
My parents have tried everything. They have warned to take things away from me, they told me they would get in trouble if I didn't go to school, they even bribed me.
I don't cry that much anymore. I try not to because it will upset my mom.
My parents have to pay for medicine for me and for me to go to the hospital every six months. Now I have to spend two or three nights at the hospital so they can 'observe' me. They also said they are going to try to make me have seizures to see why I'm having them. You guys probably don't want to know this stuff but I decided to tell you anyways. Thank you for commenting, voting, and reading.
If anybody has any of the stuff I have please talk to me. I'm just so scared of what's going to happen to me. I know I sound selfish but it's so hard. My parents are fighting. I'm fighting with them. I know people have it worse. I'm so depressed and scared. I'm not saying this for attention I just want this off my chest. Thank you guys for commenting, voting, and reading again.