• If you can't tell already from the title, then...Warning for viewers that are minors, underaged, or sensitive to these types of topics: Self-harm, suicidal thoughts, or anything of those topics..
Vent Entry #3
"Everyday I think about the many ways…
On how I can both torture..
And kill myself...
Like the times at church when I thought about jumping off the church or the school roof…
Or maybe overdosing when everybody at home is asleep or out somewhere…
Or maybe slitting my wrists to the point where I lose too much blood..
Or maybe even choking myself to death, hell, maybe even drown myself…
Though, the ideas of torturing myself seem more fun..
Like sewing my mouth shut so nobody can hear my annoying voice anymore…
Or cutting to the point to where I can't feel my arms…
Maybe even playing the knife game…
Or maybe even starving myself for a month till someone notices that I'm anorexic…
But…
Its not like anybody will notice the pain I go through…
Its not like my family will ever find my blades that I cut my wrists with under my bed…
Its not like my parents will find the sleeping pills I might eventually use to overdose…
Its not like everybody cares about the shit I say..
Its not like the people I fell for care about me…
Its not like the people I care for even care about my existence...
Its not like my crushes will even care about my feelings...
Its not like the people I'm in love with will ever be with me when I'm older…
Its not like I'm going to even be noticed for who I am….
Because….
Nobody cares...Even when I'm dead…"
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