When blood drips (Discontinued)

24: you are Jungkook...

The two males sat in icey water. One, was physically in cold water while the other, was swimming in the frosty waters of shock. He spent a minute trying to fathom and process the new information that he was provided with.

"COUSIN!??!?!?!??!?!?!?" Jungkook screeched once it all hit him. Jimin nodded slowly, shirking into the tub with anticipation and fear. "B-but... I heard you guys... he... you... what?!"

"Well, it was all just an act... the distant behavior, the affair with him, everything was fake." Jimin continued once he saw the unsure look in his lovers eyes.

"...what?" Jimin slowly nodded, placing his palm onto Jungkooks cheek for reassurance.

"Kookie... I love you and you alone... please believe me when I say that what I did was a mistake... i should never have done something so stupid... I'm so sorry..."

"N-no, please dont be sorry you didn't do anything wrong... I'm just scared hun..."

"Scared...?" Jungkook removed Jimins hold from his face and instead held his hands firmly.

"Jimin, look at me. Tell me what you see."

"A strong, caring, handsome, funny-"

"Yes Jimin. That's what you see now. But tell me this..." jungkook shut his eyes tight. Chanting a small verse that Jimin couldn't understand. Soon, the room was engulfed with a black and red fog, encircling Jungkook. The fog became thicker until Jimin could no longer see the boy infront of him, holding his hands tightly. It took a minute but soon the fog had dissapeared. Leaving nothing but the cold feeling of two crimson orbs staring sharply at Jimin.

Jungkook had seemingly transformed. He changed. His fangs were fully on display, his skin grew much paler, his hands chilled further, and a long black garment covered Jungkooks bare skin. All that stayed somewhat the same was his piercing gaze that was full of love and now, pain aswell.

The pain of anticipation. Of anxiousness. He awaited the rejection the screams. "Freak... monster..." the sickening feeling of deyja vu churned in his stomach. This was something that wasn't new to Jungkook. He's seen and heard it all before.

Jungkook let his head drop, staring at the hand of his lover that he held so firmly in his clutches. He watched as Jimin slowly retracted his hand. Jimin got up, and walked out of the tub, the dripping water filled the silence.

A cold tear streamed down Jungkooks cheek, landing gracefully onto his now empty palm, begging to feel the warmth from his lovers hand once again. But he didnt deserve it. Not after what he did.

He truly was a monster, and he proved it tonight. Who would ever stay with someone like him? A freak...

Jungkook knew this was gunna happen, he knew Jimin would leave. Yet, why does it still hurt so much... why.... why couldn't he have just held onto Jimins hand tighter. Why couldnt he control his jealousy, his anger.... why....

A strong force shoved Jungkook to the floor. Jungkook was shocked to say the least. Jimin crawled ontop of him, caging him between his arms. Jimins angry eyes stared deeply into the latter's crimson ones.

Jimin took Jungkook by his shirt and lifted him off the ground.

"....why can't you understand... I love you..." Jimin spoke through tears with a hushed voice. He then crashed his lips desperately onto the latter's, enjoying the chills that ran through his skin. Jungkook stayed shocked, frozen in place. He couldn't process what was happening.

Jimin kissed him with so much passion, so much love and neediness. Jimin didnt care about the bitter tears that mixed with the kiss. All he cared about was Jungkook. That's all he ever cared about.

"Jimin I dont get it..." jungkook said once they parted. "Why do you still love me? I'm a freak... a monster... just look at me!"

Jimin stayed quiet for a while. Staring deeply into the latter's eyes with a frown. Jimin slowly stood up and stood beside Jungkook. He faced the other way and stared at the floor, shutting his eyes and taking a deep breathe.

"... I was never accepted anywhere. My parents were abusive. Both physically and verbally. Everyday they would make it their job to remind me how I was never good enough. That i was a freak. That i should never have been born. And i believed them. I was two when it all started happening. When they would slap me for the stupidest reasons. But as I grew older... those slaps became punches, kicks, cuts and even alcohol bottles. I never faught against it because I always thought that I deserved it... it was my fault..." Jimin took a deep and broken breathe before continuing, "I began studying more and more until I completed my entire highschool at the age of twelve... but it was still never good enough... I never had any friends either... I was known as the ultimate nerd of the school. But I continued studying, trying so hard to not make my parents dissatisfied with me. When I was thirteen, my parents disowned me. I was left at an orphanage and the second I stepped foot into that building... I knew I would never fit in... you see, all the kids there never knew their parents... except me... and that made me the outlier... the freak... but I never let thier words bring me down. Instead I used it, and the scars of my past, to build me up. To make me who I chose to be today. I chose to be a forensic scientist. I chose to be your lover. I chose to be Jimin. Now tell me... who do you choose to be? Do you choose to be a monstrous creature from out of a horror movie or do you choose to be Jungkook. You are a police officer. You are someone who goes out into the world every single day to save millions. You are a hero, a saviour. You are my boyfriend my lover. But most of all, you... are you."

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