My parents sent me to a Catholic girls school ∣ gxg ✦COMPLETE✦

✦ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟟 : Swapping letters

"Good morning,beautiful young ladies ! Hope you had a restful night here ! Now,let's begin the day with the morning prayer ! From now on,we will have prayers each part of the day,especially before we start eating,and the activities which involve group advising.Also,for the new students,you will be given a paper,which you have to hang on your wall,with the night prayer,which you have to say,before going to bed !"

"Now let's pray ! You have to read the papers we gave you,please give us back the papers when we are done ! But you will see.In a week you will not need the papers anymore and we can pray in complete harmony !"

"Good Morning God!

You are ushering in another day,

untouched and freshly new.

So here I am to ask you, God,

if You'll renew me too.

Forgive the many errors that I made yesterday

and let me try again dear God

to walk closer in Your way.

But Lord, I am well aware,

I can't make it on my own.

So take my hand and hold it tight,

for I cannot walk alone.

Amen !"

Yes..this is the way this morning started at this school..and the way many days from now on will start.Hearing these words coming from Nancy's mouth.

"After breakfast is served,I invite the new girls in this room right here to have a little first talk !" Nancy said pointing in the right. "Enjoy your meals !"

"Woah,that was deep !" Skyler laughed.

"There are going to be a hella lot of deep moments like this in this school !" I said sighing.

"I do not see Anne here !" Sky's eyes were searching around the room.

"Why do you always have to worry about her ? You worry even more than I do !" I said dropping my fork.

"I am sorry but I am your number one shipper ! You 2 girls would form the greatest and the most dangerous couple in school ! Just think about it ! 2 gay girls who have fallen in love in a catholic girls school,where their parents sent them in order to make them think straight again !"

"Are you daydreaming or what?" I laughed.

"I..I think I am an straight ally !" The girl whispered.

As soon as we finished our meals,we went in the room we were told to go.The seats were in a circle.We took our seats when Nancy arrived.

"Hello again ladies ! I called you here so we can have our first talk ! This way,you will get to know yourselves better,giving advice,talk about your problems,etc.And,after this,I have a special announcement for you !" Nancy said. "Why don't we start with you Skyler ! Tell us about you,about your problems,so we can find ways to fix them !"

"My parents sent me here because of my bad behaviour ! They say I am a rebel,a rebel who smokes,drinks,comes late at night because of hanging out with friends !" Sky said shily.

"Well girl,those people who make you do these things are a bad influence for you ! What do you think girls?"

"I think that she should stop smoking and drinking !" One girl said.

"Nono,first she has to stop hanging out with those people and then she can quit smoking and drinking easier !" Another girl said.

"You are right girls ! So,see? First,you should exclude them out of your life,so you can quit !" Nancy nodded. "Now you,Alexandra !"

"Ugh" I sighed. "So,the reason I am here is because I am lesbian." I said with my hands crossed.That was short.

"Uhm.." Nancy murmured.The room was silence.No one had anything to say.

"Tell us more.." She continued.

"There is nothing more to tell." I said.

"If you do not tell us what is wrong,we have no chance to fix it,Alexandra !"

Fuck ! The fact that she is calling me Alexandra freaks me out already !

"I see you are frustrated.Why?"

"You wana hear me talk ? Well,I am going to talk ! So,it freaks me so much that you call me Alexandra ! No one called me like that before ! I absolutely hate it ! And about my orientations,there is nothing to be fixed ! I can't !" I said raising my voice.

"Please calm down ! Everyone here is calm and speaks on a lower tone ! Don't misbehave ! And of course,if we are going to call you Alex,it will be harder for you to think normal ! So I thought that calling you Alexandra,would be a good start ! And,of course there will be no change if you have this stuck in your head ! Now apologise for your misbehave !"

"I am sorry !" I sighed.

"Okay,enough with this ! Let me tell you about the event that is going to happen and I will talk to the rest of you girls later,I need a break !" She paused. 

"So there is going to be a letters swap ! You can write to anybody in the building,wishing good luck in the process or whatever you want ! You can write this annonimously if you want ! And the fun part is that you do not know who will get your letter ! Everyone will get letters and it is going to be fun if they are unknown ! So go,write your letters and put them in the brown box in the main hall ! We will send them to the girls tomorrow morning ! Good luck !"

I immediately got up and left.Soon also did Sky.

"This conversation was pretty fucked up,huh?" Sky asked.

"Yes it was ! But at least we have that pretty fun letter activity and I think I am going to enjoy it !" I said.

"Write it for Anne !" She said.

"I can't you dumbhead ! I do not know who will get my letter !"

"Oh,yea..but at least,write as if you are writing for her !"

"I need to write something to fit anybody in this building,so I can't write specific things !" I replied.

"Okay,anyways I think it will be fun." Sky gave me a beautiful smile.