We're Not Meant To Be (Lesbian Stories)

Chapter 1

Rosalia Chen is just your typical Asian girl. With a bit boyish feature, short undercut hair with small dark brown eyes and cute button nose, she's just what everyone will think about in describing a Chinese girl.

She's always known about her sexuality since middle school, but having a few ex boyfriends during her school year never make her really analyze her own sexuality. Having grown up in a respectable happy family, she never realized that there's another wild part inside of her. She always makes her parents feel proud of her achievements in school and every big exams' results.

Rosalia can just make everyone likes her in just their first meeting. A warm and sunny personality who can mix with every crowd she's in, she sure can charm most of the people she met, be it the adults group or even kids, everyone just adores her. Plus, in her high school year, she's mixing with a popular group who's known as 'The Teachers' Favorite', that made her high school year even more interesting. Another thing that makes people love her is because she's just a humble person, never look down at anyone and never envy other people for no reason as well.

Her parents sent her to Taekwondo class since she's 7 years old so that she can protect herself. Ever since then, she's just comfortable with being a boy, always have boyish haircut and dress like one, even mimicking certain attitude that might not sit really well in between her big extended family. But her own parents never said anything about it, they let her dress up with whatever she wanted and just laugh it out loud everytime any strangers asked them about her gender. They took her to cut her hair short every month and bought her just pants and shirts when she decided that she didn't want to wear any gowns or dress anymore when she's 9 years old.

Eventhough people might think her parents are cool and open minded, they're a bit conservative. Going to church every week and doing all the good deeds in the name of God. She loves her parents to death and always follow whatever they want her to do since she never have any problem in achieving anything greatness. Besides, she never really fall in love, so the love department was safe for awhile until she's started to catch some feelings as she grown up.

There's always another voice inside of her head that never understand why did she always adore some girls she met in her life. She can't really talk to her family about it. And her little sister will never understand although she's sure that she'll never hate her for anything, they grew up very close since kid. Her parents might never throw any lewd or inappropriate comments for those people who might be different from them such as whenever they saw any transgender or same sex partners, but she knew they will never approved of her if she ever end up with a girl or even changing her gender.

Luckily, she's started to dress up a bit like a girl again after the puberty hit her. Shirts and jeans still her go-to outfit, but she doesn't mind to apply some simple make up during events once in a while. She loves looking masculine and feminine depending on her mood. Her friends always said she can be a good looking cute boy when she dress up in masculine manner and also can be very pretty in dress. All of that just mark-up her ego even more, but worry not, she's still the same humble and friendly girl like before.

That having feelings for girls thought never seems to be a problem until she entered her university life. Scored a very good grade during her high school and being accepted into one prestigious University of Manchester, her parents are even prouder of having her as their daughter. She knew herself that she's not the most brilliant girl in the world, but studying in medicine is not really a problem to her. The first three years of her medschool life was a bless and full of joys with her group of crackass friends. They don't study as hard as other people, but they sure always scoring excellently in every of their exams.

One thing that changed her from an innocent girl to a wild girl was when she knew how to party even harder than she study. They'll go to night club once in awhile to let loose their stress in study and learned how good a joint can taste when they're getting high together. Life is just that good.

Being far away from her family means she started to discover her sexuality that has been repressed during her school year. There's once during their monthly clubbing time that she drank herself quite heavily and woke up naked in a girl's bed the next morning. Not wanting to blame on the alcohol or anything, but she really didn't have any solid memory on how she ended up in a girl's bed last night. At first she thought she might freakout but then she knew she'll never get pregnant or impregnate anyone so that's the good outcome.

Slowly, her habit of one night stand becoming a part of her private personality that her closed friends started labelling her as a heartbreaker. But not everyone know her wild persona because she's still that innocent good girl who joined every sports that her university held and a good student in the eye of other people. She knew she made a good choice not to seem too extrovert with other people besides her closed friends. No one should know about what she did in private.

She felt so blessed to achieve everything and life treats her so good until she entered her forth year of her study. Everything turned upside down when her eyes caught the most beautiful girl she's ever seen in her life.