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Dean...I have to say how much I love him...More than ever...more that anything, even more than life.

When he left, I dont know why..but I went to Cas (@__Cas__)... I went to him and asked if he would kill me...I was in a bad place in my head and I didn't think. All I did think about, was that Cas was an angel, and he can make it quick and painless, Nothing could be more painful then what I was feeling.... He refused but I still wanted him to, I didnt want to be alive without Dean by my side. I was worried that if Dean left, and didnt return, either I was going to kill myself, get someone to kill me, or.....Or I was going to be the one doing the killing...

I didnt tell Cas at first why I wanted him to....do that. But the only one I really talked to was Dean (@YourDeanWinchester) He helped, always does, Bro code till the end...

I had never felt so depressed before. But its all over now, everything is fine now. Finally got all this off my chest.

There are so many people I need to thank, for being there, being family. I love my new family, my only family. You all saved me.

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