My problem with love.

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Every sentence that contains the words "I love you" Always ends in heart break and a new kind of depresson.

Fifty years ago I fell in love with a woman names Andrea. I was a vampire and she was human... and I decided to escape from my creater, The Old Man,  and live our lives...But The Old Man found me, and killed me. Throwing my soul into purgatory and leaving my love, Andrea, alive to obey his every command. When I returned woth the help of MrDeanWinchester, I tried to live my life... I thought, that after all this time Andrea would be dead, but when I found out she was not I needed to go to her... But what I found is that she was turned into an abomination like me, a vampire...She had changed... she was not the bright eyes, adventurest person I remember... she had changed for the worst and once she attacked me...

Dean killed her. It was the only thing that could have been done... And I was heart broken...

A while later I found love again... or I thought I did. Dean Winchester (Not MrDeanWinchester) He showed me how to be happy again .. we got married and everything was...great.. Until the divorce papers arived.. There was no reason.. No warning of what was going to happen. Just another heart break and piled on depression. One after the other.

After Dean I did not want to marry again... Then I met MsBethNovak... I was so afraid to love again... After months, maybe years.. I finally proposed... She was crazy and it was different but she was so nice, loving, she put me back together again... Everyone told me to be careful and I wish I listened.. She cheated and I forgave her, trying to avoid yet another heart break... and Months? years later?.. I married her, only to get divorced again...

And this is why I can never love anyone again...

This is why I wont ever marry again....

This is why I am not the same old Benny I use to be...

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