- SILENT SCREAM-

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Not a request
This gonna be hella angsty so buckle up kids
Hope you enjoy
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Noah gave everything he had to people.

He just put anyone else before himself.

Did he think it was wrong? No.

He just thought he was being nice.

Once people get used to your presence they don't even notice when you're not there.

Noah just wanted to fight others peoples battles. He just wanted everyone to feel happy.

But what people didn't notice is that Chen had his own battles that he was fighting for himself without anybody helping him. He just didn't want to burden anyone.

He also wasn't one to just say his emotions. But he always had this urge for wanting help. He just couldn't get himself to say it.

It was his silent scream.

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In the present time Stray kids were finishing up practice for the day. As Noah went to the corner to go get a bottle of water he could see Jisung , Hyunjin, Felix , Seungmin and Jeongin leaving while laughing over a joke Jisung made. He could also see Changbin and Woojin following behind the maknae line while Minho and Chan were going to turn off everything.

"Hey hyungs don't worry about turning everything off i'm staying here to practice a bit more!"

He could see them give him a look that said if they should let him or not. Noah of course noticed and him being himself had already created a excuse for it.

"I just want to perfect some stuff. Don't worry though i'll be back home before you know it!"

"Well okay but be sure to come back before eight ok?"

"Yeah hyung"

"Okay bye bubba"

When the two others left the smaller he slid down the cold wall. Being in a group with many members ment that there would always be somebody else by your side. Noah was starting to get sick of the silence so he got up and started the music.

After many tries he would keep finding the smallest of things to critic about himself. Right now his whole body was protesting to stop but he just wouldn't. He had to get it perfectly.

After another couple of tries he looked at the clock and saw that it was already 9 pm. Would they have saved any good for him? Probably not. Being in a group who likes food so much would mean that somebody else ate it.

Noah had decided that he would stop there. His body was just begging him to rest and when he finally did he just couldn't do it anymore and the next thing he knew he had already blacked out.

Minho worried about people a lot. That was very known to the world. To be honest he would always see when people weren't taking care of themselves. And with him having that sense when the next thing happened he didn't know how bad he fucked up.

It was early in the morning when everyone was getting up to go get breakfast. There could be seen the '00 liners all half asleep on the couch and the hyung line watching some kind of show on TV while Woojin cooked. When Jeongin bring the last one to get up walked into the kitchen.

"Hey Jeongin at what time did Chen get home? He must be really tired if he's still sleeping."

"Oh umm i wouldn't really know. I was probably asleep. But i didn't see him in the room so i thought he was down here with you guys."

After hearing that Minho And Chan both looked at each other with a look saying that they should have never left him at the practice room that night.

Before anyone could say anything Minho was already out the house walking to the JYP building. He didn't care about the people looking at him as if he was crazy nor did he care about the fans that recognised him.

When he got to the JYP building he immediately left to the practice room from the night before followed by Chan And Woojin. When he got there he saw something that broke his heart into a million pieces. He saw Noah sleeping on the floor. He looked so pale and so...overworked.

"Oh my god! Noah baby can you hear me? Oh god he's burning! Woojin please call an ambulance!"

"Hyung is he going to be okay?" Minho asked with tears in his eyes.

For one of the first times since debut Chan didn't really know the answer.

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The first thing Noah noticed since he woke up was that he wasn't at home nor at the practice room. He was in some kind of white room. Another thing he noticed was that he had a massive headache. He groaned which caused several 'shh'. He noticed somebody grabbing his hand which he then worked out to be Minho.

"Calm down rosey you need to rest hun."
"i-i'm sorry"
"Oh no you don't have to be sorry about anything remember?"

Chen nodded at that he just felt so bad for making them worried over him just not taking care of himself.

After awhile the doctor came and told them he was just not eating well and that he needed to sleep some more and also said that they needed to keep him overnight just to make sure.

The other members all left but Minho stayed behind.

"I-im sorry Noah. I'm so freaking sorry for not noticing that you weren't taking care of yourself. You always help us with our problems and non of us noticed you also had your own battles that you fought alone..."

"Hyung it's fine really i just like making people happy!"

" Oh you're such a pure soul. But i promise you that from now on we will help you fight these battles ok? Not just me but everyone."

"Are you sure hyung? My problems are just
petty  little things and-"

"No matter what it is we will help you through it just like you helped us ok? No matter the seriousness of it we will be here all of us."

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Skrrt skrrt i updated it
i think this one turned out kinda bad.
but i still liked it and i hope you did too.
i promise the next chapters won't be as angsty.
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