After a decades of sweating bullets, my love, my world, my Yvonne arrives.
Even wearing on her simple uniform attracts me more. Her wavy hair slightly danced as she walk and comes near me. She walk like a goddess and confidently very beautiful.
Higher Volts of electricity travels through my body. Just seeing my Yvonne gives shivers on my spines. Seeing her in her every walk leaves me breathlessly.
Tila tumigil ang lahat. Tumigil sa pag-orbit ang earth. Tumigil ang lahat at tanging kami lang dalawa ang aking nakikita. Nagsimulang mamawis ang aking mga kamay. Nagsimulang bumilis ang tibok ng aking puso at sumukob bigla saakin ang kalabisang kaba.
I nervously looked down. Its okay Ferre, this will eventually end. No matter what happens you'll gonna be okay.
"Isreal" sabi niya. Huminto siya sa paglalakad ng nasa may tapat ko na siya.
She look at me directly in the eyes without even a trace of being nervous.
"anong sasabihin mo?" si Yvonne sa mahinang tinig.
"Yvonne, unang kita ko palang saiyo nahibang na ako. Sa pagtulog, sa pagkain sa kahit ano mang gawin ko ikaw pa rin ang laman ng isipan ko at ang siyang itinitibok ng puso ko.... Kaya Yvonne maaari bang-----"
"Isreal, we're still young. Maaaring infatuation lang iyang nararamdaman mo para saakin. Trust me magbabago pa iyan. Friendship is all I can give, I'm sorry" sabi niya.
"Wont you give me a chance?" I tried very hard not to cry. When the truth is my heart is in deep pain. My heart seems being stabbed in a million times.
"I'm sorry Isreal, friendship is all I can give. Nothing less and nothing more.... bye" wika niya.
As she turned her back and leave.
....my eyes burst into tears. Ni hindi man lang niya napansin ang inihanda kong surpresa para sa kaniya. Ni hindi man lang niya binigyang pansin ang pag e-effort ko.
I looked at the sky. The climate is so perfect. The surrounding is also nice. The wind is embracing me as the grass slightly danced.
My heart. My heart hurts so bad. My heart turns into pieces as my love, my world, my everything, my Yvonne rejected me.
I should have not looked at the bright side. I should have not looked at the positive one. Instead I should have looked of what may happens if she'll not accept my love.
A perfect place, a perfect time, a perfect love but not with a perfect person.
Ang kaninang magandang klima ay unti unting napalitan ng paulan.
Tila nakiki ayon ang panahon sa aking nararamdaman. Biglang bumuhos ang malakas na ulan kasabay ng pagbuhos ng malakas ng aking mga luha.
I love her but she doesn't love me. I gave her my world, my love, my everything but why can't I have her? Why can't I have you my Yvonne?
When we love, just love not fall in love because everything that falls gets broken... that's why I end up this broken.
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