the idea of you

chapter 5

It was Syd

S: Jorge???

J: fuck, what do you want

S: you literally haven't talked at all for.the past to days not to me or anyone you don't even answer text messages

J: maybe because I don't want to

S: I'm coming over and I'm bringing Benji

J: bitch no

S: too late

J: I'm not letting you in

S: I have a key remember

J: fuck you

S: love you too bubba

J: please dont bring benji

S: bye.

*Five mins later*

S: JORGE

J: in my room

Syd and Benji walked into the door

J: syd I literally said I don't want him coming

S: you need to fix what ever the fuck is wrong

J: no Benji fuck you

B: jor-

Jorge walked into the bathroom and shut the door and sat on the floor

Jorge's pov: this isn't just because I'm mad at him it's Everything I don't feel good enough like I can't even think straight they were standing right outside the door trying to open it I am not gonna get back to what I did it's almost been a year and I'm not tryna fuck that up I started trashing my bathroom looking for the blade

J: fuck

S: Jorge open the door now

J: okay fine

S: what were you gonna do

J: not telling you wile he's here it's none of his business especially if he wants to be fake and not talk to his friend FOR NO FUCKING REASON

B: Jorge let me explain

J: no bitch leave

B: Jorge

J: my house my rules I said leave while your at it take a long walk off a short cliff

S: Jorge stop being a bitch and listen to him

J: nope

B: okay I'm sorry I'll go

J: thank you

*Benji walked out and Jorge fell to the floor and cried*

S: hey hey hey

J: I ruined everything

S: what do you mean

J: whatever I'm gonna sleep

S: Jorge.

J: Syd

S: why don't you want to be around him

J: he basically started it but I noticed and then I kept my distance also I don't want to fall again

S: not everyone is gonna be like Milo

J: well trust issues exist Syd and then I fell for him and I fell hard and ugh I just want it to go away now let me listen to music

S: no because your gonna listen to sad songs I won't allow it

Benji's pov: this past week have been nothing but regret every day I see him he smiled at me but he just stopped did he get the memo? I felt bad his eyes started to get gloomy was it my fault? I just don't want to be the type that falls for guys but I did and I don't want to ask it *time skip* we got to Jorge's house I didn't think I should have came but Syd basically forced me to we got there and Jorge was telling me to leave I tried to explain but I couldn't he was crying I think it was my fault I left as he told me to when I got home I sat on my bed and cried I didn't even know him but this shit hurt addy came knocking on my door

A: Benji?

B: oh uh yeah come in

A: I guess it didn't work out?

B: I fucked Everything up

A: I have an idea.

B: which is??

Tbc-

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