MORPHINE

CHAPTER 1

Addiction, was one of my major problems in life, and I couldn't get over it. It was like a part of my life since I was fourteen, now I am seventeen and ready to live with it.
As I pressed, the small rod I used, for smashing my drugs into powder on my study table I was about to take a whiff of the powdered drug, but I heard a knock on the door.

"Honey, are you in there?..." my mom, said, from the other side of my room door, quickly blowing off the powder on my study table I rushed to go open the door for my mum.

"Hey mum, did I do anything wrong?"
I said as I avoided any eye contact with her.

"Quit blabbering willow, and no you didn't do anything wrong." Only if she knew what I did.

"I wanted to ask you if you could go to the grocery store to buy more vegetables for salad and 2 jugs of milk." I groaned in annoyance.

"Why can't Jace, go do it?" I asked with my hands in the air.

"Because, he is studying, for his exam tomorrow." Now, I was just annoyed cause I did it last time also.

"The asshole can study when he comes back moma."

"Don't moma me, and don't ever call your brother an asshole again. Now get your ass outside, and go buy some veggies, and milk." I rolled my eyes at her making her scowl in the process.

"Moma, can willow also buy some chocolate, for me?" My Brother said, coming out of the corner of the hall into my room.

"No you dumbass willow, can't buy any fucking chocolate, for you. It's already bad enough am the one going out to buy the groceries and you have to stay here so, there will be no way in hell you will get a treat, for my hard work." There was no way that ding dong was getting a fucking chocolate.

"Okay willow, how much do you need?" My mum said, with an eyebrow rose.

"Four bucks, and I won't wash the dishes, for a month." I said while picking my nails, looking like I had no care in the world.

My mum held twenty bucks in the air making me snatch it from the tip of her fingers.

"Pleasure doing business with you, and this time willow, please bring back the change." All I could do was nod, still staring at the cash in my hands.

"Of course moma, see you later." My mum covered her ears cause I screamed, but still gave me a small smile.

I walked down the road to get to the store, but my main purpose is to see if they had drugs, but it's a grocery store not pharamacy.

I made sure I pulled my whole hoodie down my face, so it could only leave my nose, and mouth visible to the strangers passing me.

Let me intorouduce myself my name is Willow Bark, daughter of Rodger, and Helen bark, but due to a serious case of crime Rodger bark is spending the rest of his life in jail. Helen bark, my dear fourty five years old mum is a nurse in a trashy hospital, and lastly to complete the last member of our family, my baby brother Jace bark.

I had black, straight, short hair that ended at the nape of my neck, and brown eyes that only seemed to be filled with sadness, and confusion.
Sadness as to why I am living, and confusion as to why I was created in the first place. My physic was normal, normal height, normal size, normal fucking boobs, and normal damned ass. I never knew why I didn't share any looks from my mum, or dad, but my brother did with his two big blue eyes, and dirty brown hair, and all I had was shit on my head, and fucking light bulbs as eyes.

As I entered the grocery store, I didn't look up from the hoodie as i continued walking.

Finally, I made to the milk, bread, and veggies Il, but when I was about to take the milk from the shelf I heard shouting from down the hallway. I thought they were another set of strangers until I saw the five most popular boys in my school.

Jay Sakshi, half American, and half Asian he is one of the most popular boys in school, our football quarter back, and also very fit with his biceps, and triceps, and a well defined jaw line any girl will fall, for at just one glimpse of him except me.

Scott brown, just your typical American fucker next door with the brains in the group, he is also a football player in my school, but not as good as Jay is, and I don't think he ever will be. Scott, is one of the people that you can squeeze like a teddy bear cause he is just, so cute that any girl will die for, except me.

Levi thompson, is a prank master in my school. Ever get shot with paint balloons it's Levi, ever get a kick my ass sign on your ass it's levi fucking thompson, with his brown bed hair, and deep blue eyes that could lure any woman into its demonic player ways except me.

Alec stroman, is the quiet one in the group who studies everything before he gets into conclusion, or jumps into rational decisions. He is more muscular than Jay but still doesn't want to join the football team, because it's a waste of precious time. Alec is very handsome and also freakishly tall like the rest, he grabs everybody's attention when he come into the room except me.

Ace Anderson, I had a crush on him since we were in kindergarten, I still do, but I can't tell anyone about it cause it will be kinda embrassing, for me, and for him because who would want a fucking loner, and drug addict as their crush. Ace had grey eyes that could make any girls knees weak even me, with black bed hair that covered half of the right side, of his face. Ace was muscular with abs, and he was very, very tall for his age.

I continued gawking at him until I saw them coming in this direction, they all looked like they had a perfect life since they were given birth to. Everything, has been perfect for them, and nothing was weighing them down to continue living, unlike me, when I was nine I was told I had bipolar disorder, so nobody wanted to he friends with me as soon as they knew. Unlike me, they weren't suffering from depression, unlike me they weren't suffering from....addiction.

I didn't notice I was staring, at all of them until Scott, shot me a slight smirk with amusement dancing in his eyes. Scott, strolled forward faster than the others, and stood beside me.

"You know, you should push your hoodie off sometimes because, you look beautiful. Hey, aren't you the girl from school?" Scott said earning a scowl from me.

"Yeah, am the same girl you pushed in the mud in kindergarten bitch." I always hated this guy, but not only for his obvious cockiness, but also for his short term memory, and stupidity.

"Never took as the mean type," does he really have memory loss, cause I think when he pushed me into the mud, I pushed him in it too.

"Never took you as the dumb type also, but I guess life can be unexpected, can't it?" I gave him a fake smile by now his friends, were at the back of him laughing their asses off but Alec, and ace only had smiles on their faces.

"Nice one girlie, I thought you would be like other brainless girls." Ace said, and not to lie it actually hurt.

"Well, am not like other brainless girls, but I can see your like other brainless boys." I said, grabbing the milk, and walking away living five confused boys, but the only thing on my mind, was that Ace Anderson just talked to me.