Medicine & Smiles

【7】

*Haeyoung P.O.V*

"Good morning" I looked up as I walked out the room "Good morning" I said lowly as I sat at the kitchen island "You feeling better" I placed my arms on the cold marble counter "Not really" I sighed as Jaehyun brought two bowls over "What's this..." I looked at the boy  "In my house we call it Cereal" Jaehyun laughed as he sat down "Oh" I breathed as he began eating "So what do you wanna do today?" Jaehyun took in a mouthful "I just wanna lay down and not think" I looked at the cereal with a blank expression "Not hungry?" Jaehyun asked standing up and walking to the cabinet "No" I said blandly "Ok" Jaehyun began grabbing bottles from the shelf "What's that?" I looked at him as he opened them "My allergy pills" Jaehyun said before taking them in his mouth 

Pills...

Pills, That rings a bell

Wait!

"No, No, No!" I quickly shot up from my chair and ran to the room "Crap! This isn't my house" Quickly turning around I ran back out the room, slamming into Jaehyun "What's wrong?" Jaehyun held onto me as I tried running "M-My pills I need them, I f-forgot them" I tried not to cry as Jaehyun held onto my flinching body "Haeyoung..." He tried calling out my name as I continued to shove him off "No I need them" I cried out "Haeyoung, calm down" Jaehyun looked at me "N-No I can-" "Haeyoung!" I flinched at his tone "Calm down" Jaehyun looked into my eyes "I brought them here, So don't worry" Jaehyun continued to stare in my red eyes

He brought them here? He remembered? Jaehyun? I-I can't stop staring in your eyes. I can't stop thinking of you, I can't stop wanting you...

"Y-You bought them here?" Still staring into my eyes he nodded, "I went back to your house last night to get them after you fell asleep" I sighed as I broke eye contact "Thank you" I stepped back as he continued to stare at me "There on my dresser, I'll go get them..." With no words he walked passed me and up the stairs,

"Thank you" I said lowly as he placed the bottle in my hand "No problem, It's the least I could do" Jaehyun smiled as he handed me the cup "Mm" Swallowing the medicine I set down the cup "Just..." I turned to face him "Thank you...So much" I finally showed a small smile "There it is!" Jaehyun cheered Causing my smile to widened "Beautiful" Jaehyun slid his hand down my long hair "I don't ever wanna see you without a smile" He caressed my cheek "Thank you" I said shyly "No, thank you..." I tilted my head "For being an actual friend, unlike you all the people that I've hung out with only wanted my money or just to date me" I watched as Jaehyun sat back, "Date you?" I looked down "Yeah, Crazy right" Jaehyun smacked his lips "But what if..." I sighed as I held my hands in my lap "I wanted to date you" I looked up at him as he stared at me "Haeyoung..." My heart began to beat out my chest "Stop playin' !" Jaehyun laughed as he sat back "Me and you? I can't see it" I looked down, Yeah me either. I sighed as he continued to talk, I knew he could never fall for a girl like me. I'm depressed, Ugly, Alone, Suicidal, Annoying there's nothing special about me. But did he have to say it so botherless, Could he had said it any other way? I felt my eyes water, But why am I upset? We could never become anything... He could have any girl he wants. Why would he ever choose me...

"I-I should go" I quickly stood up "What? Right now? It's only 12-" "We have school tomorrow" With no further words I quickly picked up the bottle and made my way to the door "Bye..." I  breathed "O-Oh, Bye" He waved as I walked out, closing the door behind me.

*Jaehyun's P.O.V"

"Shit Jaehyun! Did you have to say it like that?!" I threw myself on the couch "I don't even know why I said that, of course I'd date her" She's beautiful, sweet, independent, Reliable,  what else is there? I sighed at my thoughts. But she now she thinks I have no intrest in her, When really I'm starting to like her. But it's too early to think that, we met a week ago or Maybe it was a trick question, Maybe she doesn't really wanna date me... "Aish" I ran my hands through my hair "What am I gonna do with her?"

-11:39-

*Haeyoung's P.O.V*

"Mhh" I sobbed as I turned in my bed, "It hurts so bad" I quickly sat up "I-" I squeezed my arm as I stared at my door that shook violently "Open the damn door Haeyoung!"

~FlashBack~

"So you just come and go as you please?" I stopped in my tracks as I closed the door "S-Sorry" Quickly I bowed "What does sorry even mean to you? That's the only thing you ever say" I looked at my Father as he stood up from the couch with a beer bottle, walking towards me "So what does it mean?" He stopped once he stepped in front me "I-I don't know" I looked down as I spoke "So what do you plan on saying when something happens to you? Oh sorry I was robbed" I looked at him as he imitated my voice "God you have no idea how much I fucking hate you" I flinched as he slapped harshly, causing my skin to turn a purple, brown color "I just wanna sell you for money or some shit" I slowly began to get down on my knees "P-Please don't" I held onto his dirty jeans "I don't know what I'm doing wrong, but I'm so-" "Let me guess, You're sorry" He said sarcastically said as he kicked me "A-Ah" I held my side as I fell on my back "Just shut the fuck up already" I quickly held up my arm as he swung back his, smashing the glass beer bottle against my bare arm. Beer seeping into the cuts, glass cutting deeper and deeper...Quickly I stood up, holding my arm I ran up the stairs, and into my room, Locking the door. 

~

"It won't stop bleeding" I quickly got up and ran to my bathroom, "I need something to stop the bleeding" I continued to sob as I knocked stuff off my counter top, feeling the glass dig deeper I tripped, My arm slamming into the couther top I screamed "Ahh!" I tried looking around for anything to help "I-I can't see any- thi" I tried holding onto the counter as the blood that was once in my arm was now on the floor, my bed, the counter and on my clothes, I need help "J-Jaehyun" I breathed as my vision went blurry "Someo-n Hel-p...P-Plea-se" I held onto the counter as I slowly slid down until I was sprawled on the floor "A-Anyone...P-Please..."