Our Future

Miss

Vision's POV

I'm not quite sure what my feelings towards Wanda mean. I care about her a lot but I don't understand if that's a sign of friendship or something more. I don't think it's something more. I think we're friends and our future relationship could have been the result of me being one of the only people she had contact with and maybe I fell in love with the affection she showed. Maybe. I don't know. I've never really been good at understanding my feelings. But, I really do think we're just friends. I care about her and I always will... but I think we're just friends.

For now, at least.

Wanda's POV

I really don't know what we are anymore. We're not dating and I don't really want to. I just see him as a friend. The thing I don't understand is whether we still actually are friends. We're cold towards each other. We practice but even small talk in uncommon. All I really know is that I miss him... in which ever way that is.

I want to make things right with him. I want to go back to that way things used to be. Somehow I even want him to phase through the wall and scare the hell out of me again. I hate that but I miss it. I miss him.

I knock on Nat's door and wait. She should be able to help me. She's usually good at this stuff, I think. "Come in" She says. I go in, close the door and stand by it. "What's up?" Nat says from her bed. "Can we talk? I need some help... advice" I ask. "Yeah, sure. Is this about Vision?" she asks as she raises an eyebrow. "Yeah, But not- not that way" I say. She nods and signals me to sit down next to her. "I miss him... as a friend. We just haven't talked in a while. Not even a little. I mean, it's not like we avoid each other or ignore one another or whatever, we just don't talk. I miss him... even the weird, goofy stuff he does" I say. I can see Nat starting to smile a bit. "I know things won't go exactly back to normal. They can't. But I just wanna be able to talk to him about weird stuff and watch movies. I just don't know how" I say. I wait for her to give me an answer as I watch her smile fade. "Just tell him that you don't care about what may or may not happen in the future. Tell him that you like him as a friend and you miss him... as a friend. Okay? I mean, you shouldn't worry too much about that. I understand if you're afraid of him dying and that sort of stuff but, that stuff you saw about each other won't necessarily happen. And even if it does then it must be for a reason" Nat says. She's right. She actually is most of the time. "Thanks, I'll talk to him" I say. She nods and grabs her laptop.

After leaving the room I went straight to Vision's room. I knock three times and wait. He opens the door surprised. "Hi" he says. "Hey, can I come in?" I say, looking up at him. "Yes, of course" he says and moves aside. "Is everything alright?" he says. I nod a bit then look down. I know Nat gave me a whole speech but I still don't know what I'm gonna say. "Yeah, no, it's just that I... you're my friend and I don't know what may or may not happen in the future but right now you're my friends... and I miss that. So I thought maybe we could just forget about it and be friends again" I say. I sound like a 5 year old. "I'd like that" he says with a slight smile. "Great, do you wanna watch a movie?" I say with a smile creeping onto my face. "Umm, I'm actually a bit busy with some work for the- for Thanos. I'm sorry" he says. I can tell he feels bad about it. "No, it's fine. We can do it another time. When are you free?" I ask. "Mainly just nights but really late" he says. "I mean, it's not like I sleep so..." I say laughing a bit. He smiles at me and I feel weak.