My Daily Journal (Ig-)

Wed, July 31st, 2019 pt. 3

I realise that having a journal actually helps me a wee bit. Its.. somethin to do and helps me just.. not be as stressed?

I constantly worry and think and over think, and having a place to store all the thoughts that overflow and just listing off random things in my head is better than holding it all in.

Thats how I give myself breakdowns lol-

But I swear to god, Ravage got out my window and then Shady was tryna follow her- and when I turned around Lily was fuckin DRINKIN my ranch.

But thay was all dealt with and is done for.

Now Im jus sittin here writing while messaging Mimi and speakin to the lass.

She reminds me of Panchito, while I can't tell if Ava would be better as José or Donald- and idk about myself.

She jus called herself a chito- 😂

But other than that Im thinking too.

I have three stories to create now. I was inspired by two other things, and now there are even more masses of characters I have created and built.

The fourth story is shared between Ava and I though, doing a.. what do you call it-

UhhHHHHhhHH. I can't fuckin remember but Spike and I did it once before- though we only got one chapter down and I can't remember if we ever tried again or not :P

But theres also oc's for that story too, and Ava made some of her own uwu.

I love having creative friends like her and Dom, because they're the only ones who can actually.. idk. Iva doesnt show much interest in it and I feel like I overburden Annabella with them. Snowy just.. doesnt create- Mimi doesnt either, at least not a whole lot.

But yeah-

Ravage is just walking all over me right now man, she had little white socks and pink soft beans 👌. Love my wee bairn.

My mother has begun to speak to me in Gaelic, while my dad brings up Mexican and my grandma is using Dakota/Lakota.

Its wack- cause I'm here with German and also learning a bit of Portuguese.

But I dont know what to really put down because my mind is now pretty good on useless information-

Thats it for now then-