Yn pov
I Went to my sisters house after we left, Cam would not stop crying which broke my heart and wanted to make me cry. She wouldn't let me put her down and she didn't won't me to leave her site.
I finally got her to go to sleep , I laid her in my sisters bed and went back downstairs. Christina was sitting on my sisters lap while cj was sitting next to them and they said cali been sleep all day. once Christina saw me she ran over to me and I picked her up and she touched my face
" Owe"
" Sorry" She looked down
" It's okay "
she put her arms around my neck and hugged me then I hugged back
" I luh you Mommie "
" I love you to baby "
she kissed my cheek and I kissed hers then put her down.
" Cj come here "
he walked over to me, I picked him up and he kept looking at the bruse on my cheek.
" Are you okay? " he asked
I nodded " Yeah I'm okay " I hugged him " I love you "
" I love you to mom"
I smiled and put him down
" Y'all go upstairs so I can talk to your Auntie, Don't wake up cam "
" Okay " They went upstairs
I sat on the couch across from her
" So he put his hands on you? " She said crossing her arms getting angry
I slowly nodded " But I'm not about to sit around and cry though, Ima be strong for my kids "
" He put you out or you left? "
" He told me to get out but I was gone leave anyways "
" I'm gone beat his ass! "
I laughed
" You think I'm playing Yn I'm serious as hell who ever disrespect my sister getting they ass beat period "
I signed " I know "
" He still had no right to put his hands on you drunk or not "
" You can't control what you do when your drunk mariah "
" I don't care, he shouldn't have came home then " Her leg started shaking " I'm mad as hell"
" Mariah stop"
She signed " Okay whatever "
" August called me today " I smiled trying to get off the subject of chres
She looked at me " Alsina? " she raised her eyebrow
I laughed " Yeah "
" Aw, You still like him "
" No I don't " I smiled
" I always liked him, He don't seem to be the type to do you wrong "
I laughed
" I could tell and he really liked you"
" Mommy!" I heard christina yell
" Yes christina?! " I yelled back
" We hungry! "
" Y'all come here! "
They came downstairs
" It's chicken in the kitchen " mariah said
I walked into the kitchen, I made them a plate and they sat at the table , Mariah walked in with Camille in her arms. she looked at me and reached for me i picked her up , she laid her head on my shoulder
" Are you okay mama? " I asked rubbing her back
She shook her head and I signed
" What's wrong Stink? " Christina asked cam
Cam looked at her.
"Dada " She said low
" Daddy? " Christina asked
" Duh christina " Cj added
" Shh " Christina said
Cam laid her head back on my shoulder
" Mommy " I heard cali say
I turned around and she was rubbing her eye
" Hey cali " I smiled
She gasped " what happen to your face? " She asked
I shook my head " You hungry? " I said trying to change the subject
She nodded and sat at the table next to christina , I made her a plate and have it to her.
" Mommy can we go watch a movie please? " Christina asked
" Yes I wanna watch frozen! " Cali added
Cam looked at me
" No I hate frozen " Cj said
" Do you wanna build a snow man " Christina sang
cam clapped
" come on let's go and play " cali added singing
" I never see you anymore come out the door it's like you've gone away "
" we used to be best buddies and now we're not I wish you would tell me whyy "
" Do you wanna build a snowman "
" it doesn't have to be a snowman "
" okay, byee " they said together
I laughed and looked at cj
" Lalala " he said covering his ears, He uncovered his ears and looked at me " I wanna watch Saw mom "
" Cj , You know you can't watch that"
" Yes I can, Me and daddy watched it together and I wasn't even scared"
" I don't care, Y'all gotta agree on a movie, If cj doesn't want to watch frozen y'all can not watch it and y'all definitely not about to watch saw "
Christina and cali eyes got big.
" But mommie " cali whined
" Cj , Can we please watch frozen? " Christina asked
He Looked at her for a second " Fine, But can I pick a movie next? "
" Yes "
I picked up cam and my sister hooked up netflix to the tv and turned on frozen
" I'll be back y'all " I said
" okay " They said
I went outside and sat on the porch I cried the tears I Been trying to hold in all day but I couldn't do it any more.
" I wish things were different " I said looking up at the dark sky with tears in my eyes " God help me please "
I sat there and thought about alot of stuff, I thought if nobody has me I know my kids and my sister does and that's all that matters.
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sorry I haven't been updating, I've been really busy .
