Hey my babies super sorry for the long wait. I stopped writing because well i just didn't know how to continue writing this book. I organized and planned out the chapters over and over but i just couldn't for personal reasons.
Welp i'm ready to write again 😊😊 i hope you guys like it.
Amelia's pov
It's been three days
Three whole days since i last spoke to him, since i last texted
Since i last saw him. Its like the moment i walked away he fell off the face of the earth.
Sigh! Why do i even care, he could have moved on by now. I wasn't anything exactly special but i do like him alot. Might as well call it love.
But still he knew i wasn't ready but maybe i shouldn't have walked away like that.
Three damn days and he hasn't even called, text, nothing. I tried calling but it went straight to voicemail.
Right now i'm stuck in home economic, which is the last session for the day and what Ms Thomas seems interesting but i can't get my mind off what happened.
Would i have broken my virginity if i didn't completely freak out?
Would he really have sex with me right there?
What if i didn't stop him?
Did he just want sex?
Questions flooded my brain, just replaying the event over and over and over. The kiss, his hands, the feeling, the energy, everything which now is nothing but a memory.
"Hey Amelia, you going practice later? I heard sean was gonna be there" a bubbly blond said otherwise known as selena. We're on the choir together plus we're in the same class but we weren't exactly friends.
That was kinda stupid statement cause he had to come or Mr Wray would have his head on a platter.
Sean was a tall, muscluar guy with a silky complexion, dark brown hair and grey ish eyes and everyone thought we were together. Ye we were close and maybe had feelings for each other but i was stuck on kev and he had his girlfriend.
"Yea i don't really have nothing better to do plus Mr Wray would kill me if i missed practice. You know how he is" i replied laughing at the end
She laughed along with me.
Class ended pretty quickly after that and to the music room i go. My favourite place ever. The people there are amazing and really talented but hella stubborn so we were a hand-full for Mr Wray but he still loved us.
Reaching the door sean stood in front it blocking my path. This was a always thing for him, it was funny and kinda cute but also somewhat annoying.
"Umm sir can you move?" I said not looking at him
He chuckled "sure after you give me my hug"
Giving him a small smirk, i finally looked up at him "how about no" with that i took off running though it was pointless because not even reaching far he caught me. Laughing at our stupidity he ran back to the music room with me in his arms. Everyone looked at us in awe but still laughed at how childish we were being.
This is why anytime we say we're not together they laugh at us like we're crazy.
Practice went on for about an hour and half. We had alot of events coming up so we had to practice hard.
"Ok guys that was better. I have a few announcements. One, next month everyone have to go to accapella camp even if you went last year and two, practice starting tomarrow will also be held during the lunch period. After that he dismissed everyone.
Walking home i could not stop thinking about camp. The best place ever. It was a open space far in the country, close to a river, with tents and cabins and a dinning hall.
It was for one week but the best week i've ever had. Singing, learning new songs, making new friends, eating amazing food and having fun, what could be better?
Best part no parents for a whole week, it was without a doubt amazing.
Reaching the sqaure, someone ran up to me, wrapped their hands around me and kissed my cheek. Looking to my left i realized it was no other than the guy that's been avoiding me otherwise known as my boyfriend
"Hey! Sorry i haven't text you but i got your messages. I've been a little busy" he whispered in my ear before lightly kissing me on my neck.
Smiling sweetly i responded "Hey! Yea it's ok". We walked hand in hand until we reached the bridge which seperate our community from another.
"So umm meli when can we do over the other night but with more privacy" he asked with a little smile. I knew what he was asking and i wasn't ready for it
Slightly turning to look at him " you know i'm not ready for that"
All hell broke loss after that " Then why would you allow that to happen. Are you stupid? I could have fucked you right there" he yelled at me and walked away, leaving my sorry ass in shock.
Hesitantly i responded " i didn't mean for that to happen"
Honestly i felt so embarrassed and filled with shame
He glanced at me and laughed then said "why do i even waste my time with you? We've been together for almost two months and you won't give me the one thing that could build our relationship"
Ok imma pretend that did not just happen.
Is that true though?
Why do i feel so guilty?
After the arguement our relationship just seemed as if it didn't exist anymore. Things were no longer the same basically. We talked whenever we saw each other but that was basically it.
He stopped showing effort and so did i.
I didn't understand much about relationship since this is my first one but did sex mean love?
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I'm not gonna do alot of talking
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