Friday Is Forever ➳ m.g.c {au}

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f.g.a ~

She stayed with me for 5 months.

Within those 5 months, I thought I was having the time of my life. Parties, late nights, drugs. She flew me into this new world that I thought I loved. I loved her, at least that's what I thought. I loved her grey eyes. I loved her electric blue hair. I loved how rebellious she was.

She made me happy. That's how I felt at the time. Looking back now, the pleasure I attained from that was all just artificial. She didn't give me the happiness. The drugs did. The alcohol did. The drunken sex did. Not her.

The high I got from downing vodka and smoking weed all came from the little chemicals inside them, that whizzed around back and forth between my electrons making me feel good.  It only lasted till morning.

Yet I thought it was worth it to see her lying next to me.

However, I was used to this. I didn't think that there was any other way to be and feel happy. At first, I didn't want to know what any other ways there were. I didn't like change. Change scared me. All these new possibilities, all the new mistakes that could happen. All the more reason for things to go wrong and leave me stranded, not able to turn back.

But then I met you. That's when I realised that change was good. That's when I knew what it was like to be truly happy with someone.

We didn't need drugs or alcohol to fly us up to cloud nine. Our happiness wasn't artificial.

I don't miss the old days one bit.

But I guess I'm grateful for them.

Because they led me to you.

~ m.g.c

Aww Michael all cute and fluffy and shit at the end.

Goals.

K x

PS I FORGOT TO MENTION BUT THIS STORY IS BASED OFF THE SONG BY WE THE KINGS BC I ADORE THEM BYE