Mobster x Tom Holland

Backstory

All your life you struggled to feel good but at 16 the workouts increased and the food got healthier and you felt good and looked it.
You started posting more on Instagram and gained a following and soon had loyal fans to whom you made live videos about yourself in which you confess your feelings and admiration for Thomas Stanley Holland
Your fans immediately ship you.
"Guys really I have had the biggest crush on him since I was like 14 and plus he's 4 years older than me and well he is a God and I am well I am me"
Your family didn't support you're need to look better they thought you were gorgeous anyway but you insisted and soon were out for uni and could fully concentrate on modelling that was your plan.
You posted for the day nervous to the comments and amount of likes

12,677 likes
@Carolinaaaa
Great mornings start off like this.
Joking this was taken at like 2.

@tommholllannnnd you look so good omg @tomholland1996

@maggie girl I love you more and more each day
    @carolinaaaa and I love you
@tuwaine looking good work out next week eh?
     @ofc we never rest

You were friends with Tuwaine who was friends with Tom but never ever would you bring that up you guys simply worked out and he helped you score some photo shoots.
Your best friend was Maggie Lindemann who apart from being famous loved going incognito and staying at your apartment for weeks on end fame was and wasn't her thing it was a love hate thing you met at one of her tours where you got VIP passes and got to meet her and you guys instantly clicked.
Through her you met Tuwaine who she had worked out with when she was in London and since that's where you lived it became a regular thing to have T and M around you a lot. You were also really good friends with most of the cast of Euphoria except for Zendaya you had never met her but most of the cast you had known from your modelling and they were incredible. Of course you had your friends from childhood and all that but you felt as though they didn't understand you they didn't get your need to feel good and have validation they didn't get you at all so getting away from people was the only thing that kept you going.
Today you decided to go to the pool with Maggie you guys took lots of pictures of course and had a fun time just talking and letting out stress until she brought it up.
"So how you holding up?"
"I'm fine had that one doctors appointment and now I only have to go to nutritionists"
"That's great right"
"It's not that big of a deal I mean we all go through shit I'm better though let's get going"
You got in your Jeep which was a goodbye present from your parents they weren't rich or anything but as an only child you did get very spoiled.

You got home and took a shower and just decided to watch the new Euphoria episode and then sleep.