"I'm so sorry"
"Oh no it's okay don't worry"
God she was gorgeous I just bumped into the most beautiful girl ever
God it's him it's him I need to like leave
"I'm gonna just go sorry again"
"Wait what's your name"
"Carolina"
It wasn't meant to end like this, as I sat on the floor in a puddle of blood I couldn't help but blame me I was the one who went this far and took the damn bet I should have never agreed or maybe I shouldn't have caught feelings because now I was in the situation where I had a loved ones blood on my hands. The mob was my home I was born into it it's all I've ever known I was the perfect assassin no one knew me I was a little secret to my dad I started modelling to get in with celebrities as usually they have big prizes over their heads that was until I thought I could have a normal life and for a while I did however it all changed when I met Tom Holland it was like fate no matter how cringed everything was different after him. I couldn't help but harbour the tears that wouldn't stop overflowing the rims of my eyes "I did this" As I looked down at my bloodied hands I couldn't help attempting to wipe the blood off me the maroon red turning vermillion when put on the walls around me I ran down and started running until eventually my feet gave out and I collapsed in a pathetic attempt to balance myself I simply crouched over the floor and cried. I steadied myself and tried to see where I was and to my luck there was a park around the corner trying out my luck that no one would be at the park at 5 am I made my way to the bench in front of me and took out my phone smearing it with blood no matter how much I wanted to escape thy situation it was here and I had to worry about it I called the one person who could help me fight now and I know it was dumb but I didn't have a choice. Present after the nice time we had with Tom we were sadly going back home where me and Maggie quickly got comfortable in it was getting colder in the weather now so we turned on Netflix and turned the fireplace on. "Okay but life for real you and Tom like girl you can't go through with this what if he's like your epic love" (Vampire diary quote raise your hand if you get it) "Look Maggie nothing is going to be able to happen you know my past I don't want to involve him in it and if I don't go through with it my dad will most likely actually kill me no matter how much I like him" "But what if he's the one would you rather never be happy then risk a life of happiness with him don't be dumb Carolina" "DONT YOU THINK I KNOW HE MAKES ME HAPPY" "Caro I didn't" "Don't even" I grabbed my keys and headed to the beach where I knew I could find the peace I needed to think about all of this. I started thinking and decided to go on Instagram to post a picture of the sunrise which is when I realised I've been here for 4 hours.
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2,456,375 likes. 78,000 comments @carolina Today I felt at peace for the first time in years the beach is the saltiest escape.
@user you're so inspiring @user I love you smucuhhh post more @tomholland1996 inspiring are you okay? @user why did Tom comment^^^ @user how does she know him @user she deserves him @carolina guys I know Tom through Harrison and tuwaine we are friends calm down literally acquaintances @user she's nice enough
I decided to drive back home and have a talk with my family.
