As I saw the man getting closer I started hyperventilating this was my first time back in a car after my accident and it didn't help that we were being full in chased.
"Carolina who is that?"
"I i"
"Okay okay Whoah breathe okay just breathe focus on my voice"
Everything started spinning as I couldn't really breath and I passed out.
Later when I woke up I was in a bed and Tom was asleep next to me.
I slowly got up and decided to try and remember where I was or what had happened.
"He got away."
"Dad?"
"Hello carolina why did you run away"
"I didn't run away I simply came back home after you and mum lied to me"
"We didn't lie we were keeping you away from your weaknesses"
"My weaknesses? You mean the people I love? I just want a life I want a fucking life without constant death and targets and this and that. I wanna be with Tom he makes me happy he makes me really fucking happy do you not care about my happiness?"
"You were happy at home"
"You call that happy? I was in my room all day and if I was out I was training I'm not a fucking killing machine I just want to be a person I don't wanna kill people and be on the verge of death all the time why can't you understand I'm not like you. I don't enjoy that."
"You've been a fucking disgrace from the beguinning and now falling in love with this boy?"
"Get the fuck out"
"Fine but don't come back"
"I will never want to"
My dad slammed the door as he left and I just sat on the floor crying knowing I've lost my family even though in my heart I knew they didn't mean much.
Toms POV
I had heard the whole argument and quickly walked down the stairs to embrace Carolina
"You're freezing"
"I'm fine"
"No you're not"
"Fine I'm not I'm really not I just I need to go home I'm calling an Uber to maggies"
"What you're leaving?"
"Yes I'm leaving I need to know what's happening and just sort myself out because I can't fall in love with someone without even knowing who I am"
"You're falling in love?"
"I don't fucking know I don't know anything cus I can't ducking remember. GOD"
"I'm sorry I know this must be quite tough"
"Understatement of the year Tom"
Quickly I had called an Uber and was arriving at maggies where I knocked on the door harshly until I saw my best friend.
"I missed you b"
"I am a mess"
"Aw hun you have always been a mess"
Me and Maggie talked until the sun was setting again and she explained everything which surprisingly made sense to me I finally had some idea of the person I was and what I was like.
"So me and Tom weren't a thing?"
"Well you were like getting there but your dad wanted you to kill their family and you simply couldn't therefore he was going to convince you or tell you something when you were driving and crashed"
"Wow so my whole life I've just been a cold blooded killer and when I finally like someone my family just want me to add them on to the pile of bodies."
"Pretty much but hey it's okay now you're okay you're back home your dad is gone and you can go back to living life"
"But I can't I can't fucking remember yes I now know what I was like but I can't just act along and pretend I know what everyone and everything is when really I have no clue of who I am"
"Then start over from scratch be who you wanna be and live the life you want to live"
"I guess I just wanted my memories back"
"I'm sure you'll get them back you're strong and you're going to remember"
"Well I'm going on a run need to get my head wrapped around this new information"
I got ready and everything was still in my room so I took some running clothes and decided to go for it without actually knowing where I was since I couldn't really remember London but hey might find a cool place.I ran around what was called Hyde park and ran past most shopping places in London just wanting an escape I decided to do some shopping and then I called an Uber back home.
"Wow someone's really re discovering herself"
"I mean Yh new me new everything right?"
"Is new you ready for a party tonight?"
"Hell Yh"
I took a shower and got ready I wasn't going to lie I had lost a lot of weight from looking at my past Instagram to now but I looked good so I didn't mind that much.I opted for something not as showy just because obviously in London it's cold at night and we were on our way.
Can we just appreciate how fucking preetyyy Maggie is like hot damn anyway....
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Mobster x Tom Holland
Roman d'amour"I'm so sorry" "Oh no it's okay don't worry" God she was gorgeous I just bumped into the most beautiful girl ever God it's him it's him I need to like leave "I'm gonna just go sorry again" "Wait what's your name" "Carolina"