Ruach

Ruach Ch.16

So here's the next chapter. I feel like im on a role. Even if nobody reads this anymore, i'm just super happy to be writing again! I forgot how much I loved it. Excuse the always present grammar mistakes and I hope ya'll enjoy!

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I was so nervous.

Like you don’t understand guys. I feel like i’m going to just pee in my pants and just keep peeing, I am that nervous.

I convinced George and Kathy to let me stay at Ashley’s house tonight to work on a group project that 100% does not exist. I stashed all my books under my bed and my bag was filled with some cloths a few toiletries and my small stash of cash. I was ready for my escape. 

I hardly paid any attention in my classes. I didn't have my books so of course I got yelled at but I wasn't all that concerned. I mean it wasn't like I was going to be here next week anyways. Ashley kept throwing me odd glances and so did Jacob. I think they new something was up,actually I think everybody new something was up. Garrett had been really timid in his usual good morning hug and Lucy just kind of starred at me. Which wasn't all that unusual for Lucy, she isn't really into that whole hugging thing but still she usually at least nodded her head at me. Today she didn't make eye contact and she was really tense when Lucus and the guys walked past. 

Lucus

He only gave me nod as he passed us on his way to class but it was the most intense ten seconds of my life. I want to run at him, run away from him, faint, do some jumping jacks, and hurl my heart at him all at once but of course that is physically impossible so I just went with the old fashioned stare at the floor routine. 

The twins acted fairly normal, but Jacob was keeping a little closer than usual I had to admit. I did my best to ignore him though as I prepared to make my great escape from the lovely little hell hole they called home.

Lunch rolled around and I stuffed myself silly knowing that I may not get to many good meals for a while. Besides the getting out of town part I hadn't thought far ahead. Which was stupid but I was pressed for time. Now that I knew I was actually going to go through with this I wanted to get through it quickly. No more staying around, no more bonding. 

Alright who’s ready for a little horse lesson? I know you guys are! Basically i’m a herd animal. I like living with others of my kind. Which for me means either horses or humans. And seeing as how i’ve lived with the Boar’s and Wolf’s for this extended amount of time I know pretty much consider them my herd. Which is bad because I don’t want a herd. Which is also a lie because I do want a herd but it’s to dangerous to have one so therefore I don’t want one. Plus they’re actually werewolves so that just makes it awkward.

Garrett, Ashley and Lucy all stared rather openly as I inhaled all the food in the vicinity. 

“Are you gonna eat that?” I asked Garrett pointing at his untouched green beans.

“Uh, I guess not” he said pushing his tray in front of me and watched almost sadly as they disappeared down my throat.

“Hun is something the matter? Do you want to talk about it with us? We’re more than willing to help” Ashley spoke trying to make eye contact.