F E L I X
"What do you mean he's leaving?" Felix eyed Chan with distrust.
"Feli-" Chan started, "No, what do you mean he's leaving, Chan?!" Felix was seething. His hyung couldn't be leaving him. Right?
"It's for him, Lixie. He's not happy where he's at right now." Chan could see the pain in his eyes, the tears pooling ready to burst any given second.
"Funny hyung, real funny! Where are the cameras? Hmm?" Chan wasn't answering him, just looking at the ground. The cold dirty ground that he's spent so many nights on. So many tears spilt on this ground.
Felix sitting and waiting for his soft hyung to come and put him back together.
"Chan, please. WHERE ARE THE CAMERAS WHY ARE YOU LYING TO ME?" He's crying now, poor little Felix, couldn't even keep his hyung around. "Ple-please, why? What'd I do wrong? I'll fix it, I'll fix me I promise! I-I'll leave for him please Chan"
"Oh baby, no no no-shh shhh," Chan grips Felix's arms, keeping him still. Being his only support as his legs give out. Tears racing down his dusted cheeks. "It's not you, not you. Sometimes we need trial and error. This just isn't for Woojinnie. Just sing for him."
Chan had his own tears falling now. Alone in the sad, cold practice room they support each other. Hugging and hushing. On the floor Felix wails, he's loosing his brother, his support beam. How is he going to get through this hell of a "dream" now?
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lol umm kinda forgot about wattpad honestly. and genuinely forgot about this story. i never thought it'd get more than 20 views tbh, but thank you for being patient! sorry the writing isn't that good rn, im not doing so well in the brain.
umm pls stay safe everyone n be clean. hope you all are well and i will try n update!-rose
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Fanfiction"it's not abuse unless it's physical" where felix is abused mentally by his manager and the rest don't know uh, trigger warning!