F E L I X
Felix can't think straight, whispers in his head, why'd he have to leave? She's going to get me, hyung please I'm scared.
"Felix," she sings, "come on now." shes so tall...why is she so tall? Dragging her nails against his cheek, she grips his chin in her hand.
"Felix, why do you think he left?" no please no, "He couldn't stand being associated with someone so weak!" She spat out.
Weak? weak weak weak weak wea-no
She squeezed his jaw one time before letting it go, "So talented, such a waste." No no no hyung left because he wasn't happy, wasn't my fault wasn't my fault wasn't my fault wasn't my fault wasn-
"Up," She commands, Felix can't say no, he isn't allowed to refuse but hes scared. He stays on the cold wooden floor, it's safe the floor is safe.
"UP!" She wraps her hand around his wrist in a vice like grip and yanks him up from the floor. He's crying, Felix doesn't want to he's so so scared.
"Y-you're hurting me!" Felix wails. Her nails dig into his wrist and its bleeding now.
"UP, YONGBOK!" She says his name like it's filthy. Spits it out, why is she so evil?
I want my hyungs, it hurts
She drags him up and pulls his body towards her, "You're so weak, can't even fight me." She's the whisper inside his head.
Felix is so close to her, he struggles to get away, wiggling he wants to push her away wants to kick, fight, scream but nobody would believe him.
He's going to have a bruise on his wrist, his bandmates are going to question him. A bruise is normal but two crescent shaped cuts dragging upwards is not.
She uses her other hand and slaps him. "NO, PLEASE IM SORRY IM SORRY I SWEAR!" Felix is sobbing, fat tears are rolling down his cheeks, his fat fat cheeks.
She's right he is weak, but how is he going to hide the handshape print on his cheek from everybody.
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ah, hello. um ahshdh it's been a while. this is pretty short and honestly im winging it because i genuinely dont remember where i was going with this haha. but thank you guys for being patient this chapter has been sitting in here unfinished since april. sorry if there's any mistakes. um thank you and i hope to eventually finish this! and stream God's Menu! -rose
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Fanfiction"it's not abuse unless it's physical" where felix is abused mentally by his manager and the rest don't know uh, trigger warning!