After that harsh beating from the boys I started walking home. why can't I just die? why do they hate me? why does everybody hate me? all these thoughts kept swimming in my head
"Heyy Paris hold up" I heard Trevor yell
I started getting scared I didn't know what to do I just king of froze
When he got closer he hugged means he said sorry I was shocked
Truthfully I really like Trevor the problem is he beats m to the point I want to die
"I'm sorry I-I lo-I've you" he said
The last part really got to me I pulled back from the hug
"Sorry last part again?" I asked
"I love you will be my girlfriend?" he asked
"Trevor you expect me to say yes when you beat me for 6 years yeah acourse I like you but you got to the point that made me want to die" he said trying not to cry
"Hahaha" he started bursting out laughing and all the o2l boys came out it was all a joke?
"IT WAS ALL FUCKING JOKE YOU KNOW WHAT I WAANT KIDDING TREVOR UGH I CANT STAND YALL YOU KNOW WHAT THATS IT I HAVE TO FUCKING TAKE CARE OF MYSELF CAUSE MY MOM DIED I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL AND GET BEAT AND GET CALLED NAMES I HAVE A LOT OF SUICIDE ATTEMPTS AND I CUT WHAT ELSE!!!" I YELLED
I told them to follow me and I started running to a cliff
Luckily I have a spare blade in my book bag so I got that out the boys finally caught up they processed what I was about to do and they widened their eyes
1.for sam
2.for Trevor
3.for kian
4.for jc
5.for Connor
6.for Ricky
7. for liking Trevor
8.for think he liked me back
9.for being a waiste of air
10.for being ugly
I started doing extra On my legs and other arm
Then I turned to the cliff and went on the very edge by now the guys were bawling there eyes out
"Bye" I said to them
I jumped off the cliff and I felt like I was flying all the blood from cuts were gushing out I got to the bottom of the water and hit my head on a rock and blacked out
-------at hospital--------
I woke and everybody was crying said hey but they were still crying I got up off the bed and saw my body still there it looked lifeless I started walking to light and saw my mom
"Hi mom I missed you" I said while smiling widely
"I missed you too" she said holding back tears
------the end-----//---
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