How did I end up falling for you? (Taekook )

Nine

Jungkook  was woken  up the  following  morning  by birds  chirping  outside  the  window. He  wanted  to go and  watch  the   morning  Sun  from  the  balcony. Yet again  he  couldn't  move. Taehyung  was holding  on to him  ever  so tightly. The pillows  were  now  on the  floor. Taehyung  was breathing  down  on his  nape.He  thought  he  might  as well  get  used to it.

Jungkook  was tamed  for  a week.He  didn't  leave  the  house  .However  he  seemed  really  restless  and  anxious for  some  reason.  Time  and  again  he  kept  checking  his  phone. When  Taehyung  would  ask  him whether  everything  was okay  he  would  just  tell  him  to mind  his own  business with  a scowl.

He  would  spend  the  whole  day  deep  cleaning  the  house  or doing  his  and  Taehyung 's  laundry. It was  clear to see that  he  needed  something to occupy  his  mind  and  rid the  tension  he felt.

One  evening  he  was  preparing  dinner  while  Taehyung  was watching  tv.Not  that  he  was  in to it.

Taehyung  suddenly  heard a faint  yelp and  ran over  to the  younger who had  cut his  finger. Without  any  hestation  he  took  the  younger 's  finger  into  his  mouth  to stop  the  bleeding.

Jungkook  was taken aback  by the  action  but  he didn't  protest instead  he  locked  gazes with  Taehyung .This  made  his  mind  go places.

Out  of the  blue  there  was  a shift  in his  demeanour. Taehyung  sensed it and let  go  of his  finger.

"Are  you  okay? "

"Yeah "

"Jungkook, I'm  being  serious. We are  married  and  we need  to talk things out  like  mature  adults. I have  been  watching  you  and  you  don't  seem okay  to me. Can  you  tell  me what  it is and  maybe  I  might  just  be able  to help  you "Taehyung  insisted.

"What  if you  are my  problem  Taehyung. Can  you  help  me? I really  don't  think  you  can so  just  leave  me alone  "Jungkook  said  as he  brushed  shoulders  with  the  older  intending  to walk away but  Taehyung  held  his  hand firmly.

"What  is that  I  did. ?"Taehyung  swallowed  dryly.

"You  actually  made  me feel  you  love  me  when  all  you  wanted  was a  fuck. You  made  me feel  ugly  by pretending  that  you  loved  me "

"Tell  me something  else  Jungkook because  I  know  you  will  never  get  away  from  that  issue. You  were  hurt  and  I'm  sorry "

"You  want  to know  something  else. ?You  took away  my independence and  freedom. I never  wanted  to be stuck  with  you "

"So  it that  what  they  call  it these  days.Independence? You  mean  cheating  on me? You  haven't  gone  out  of this  house  in a  week  and  you  are  already  suffocated and  its  driving  you  nuts. Is it  because  you  miss your  lover  that  much. You  are  now  free to go wherever  you  want  to Jungkook. I don't  want  you  to feel  as though  you  are in a prison. "

Jungkook  didn't  say anything  and  went  to bed without  eating. Early  morning  he left  because  the  previous  night  Taehyung  wasn't  holding  him.

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"Hyung, have  you  ever needed  someone  so bad but  he ain't  willing to  make  it last? "a drunk  Taehyung  slurred .