Wrecking Ball//Paulina Dobsley

Chapter 34

-Nina-

I was in my room, going through my boxes, as I see photos of Ian, even though were not together, I still hate him, why did I even date that douche.. I picked up a frame and threw it across the room and shattered, my room is problemly full with glass everywhere, I hate feeling like this but Paul made me like this, when he left me, I thought he loved me I thought he would fight for me but even though when he didn't I still love him and I don't think I can stop, I believe he is the one. My thoughts where interrupted when I heard the door bell ring, I groan who could be here? I walked downstairs, I didn't care how I looked and I opened the door and I just wanted to punch his face in already, it was fucking Ian " What the hell are you doing here?"I asked through gritted teeth, he broke me and Paul Shattered me! " I texted you asking if you wanna hang?"he said " and you came because I didn't answer"I said as I closed the door but Ian blocked it with his feets " Get out! Don't you see I don't want to be near you!"I spat " look what Paul is making you do, you look awful, its a break- up get over it"he said how dare he... " its not just a break-up where I can move on. I love Paul"I said tears falling down. He looked hurt but honestly I don't give a shit " Make him jealous"Ian said jealous " What?"I said " Make him jealous, with me"he said " is that your attempt to make me date you, because I'm not! I'm not that, what you made me when you dump me over text message I hated what I became but Paul helped me and I fell for him, I'm not doing something where it could hurt me or him, GO!"I said " Nina why can't you understand I love you"Ian said " well, I don't Ian I don't love you, I did but don't no more, I love Paul"I said " Your falling apart without him"Ian said I closed the door and locked it as I heard the bang on the door and walked to the kitchen as I went for my Oreo icecream and headed upstairs. I started watching the movie me, Paul and lexi watched 50 First Date. After the movie I started crying, I feel empty without Paul, if I need to be happy and try to atleast move on I need closure.. I got up whipped all my tears and combed my hair, putting it down and just left my previous clothes on... I put my shoes on and walked out, I started raining but I didn't care, I knocked on the door of Paul and he answered, his beautiful green eyes I just got lost on them "Nina?" He said confused and anxious to why I'm here " I can't live without you Paul"I said as my eyes started getting watery " I'm soryy for all the pain I have caused, Im Sorry for Ian behavior but I don't love him, I love you Paul but if I want to move on I need closure"I said tears already falling down my face " Come inside"he said but I shook my head " no! I'm here to tell you this it won't be long,"I said he nodded closing the door as we both were now getting wet " Paul I love you so much that I hurts me knowing I lost you"I said " I'm sorry Nina but I can't fight this anymore, I tried"he said I nodded " I know, that's why I need closure"I said " I'm in my room crying missing you"I said he grabbed my hands which sent a electrical shock " I wish I never looked, I wish I never touched, i wish that I could stop loving you so much"Paul said I was now full out crying " we had an epic relationship"I said and he nodded smiling agreeing with me

-Paul-

I dont want to lose her, I want her back but how do I know if Ian come and tries something. It's true because we did have an epic relationship " I will Always love you Nina Always"I said " me to Paul"she said as I whipped her tears as planted a kiss on her forhead " Goodbye Paul"Nina said walking off " GoodBye Nina, For now"I whispered

-Nina-

I ran off home, I closed the door as I fell down crying on my door

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