Wrecking Ball//Paulina Dobsley

Chapter 37

-Nina-

I woke up, the shinning light blinding my eyes. I noticed I was in the hospital but why?

-FlashBack-

I saw a knife, I picked it up and looked at it, I put my index finger on the point and moved my arm out as I started Cutting my arm "Aahh"I screamed at first I felt the pain but then after it felt good, I felt relieved, all my stress was away and I finally felt free all my worries was gone I kept cutting myself I could see the blood pouring out. I put the knife down, I started feeling light headed and I knew something was wrong. My Vision started getting blurry, I made my way to the phone and that's when It all went blank Nothing all I saw was pitch black

-End Of FlashBack-

Am I dead, I looked around and saw my arm bandaged " Why would she do this? I don't understand?" Mom? I blinked my eyes several time to adjust my eyes " Nina"Candice said " Candice?"I said " Sure as hell"Candice said coming towards me " What the hell Nina, are you trying to kill yourself"mom said I didn't say anything "Nina answer me"mom said I ignored her she let's out a groan and leaves as Candice looks at me crossing her arms " you got an explanation to do, NOW!"Candice said I huffed " stay out of my business"I spat " NO! Nina you nearly killed yourself"Candice yelled I should've died " But I didn't!"I said " because your mom found you"Candice said " for once she's home"I said " okay, WHO THE HELL ARE YOU????"Candice yelled I ignored her " Don't you ignore me, I'm your best friend and you try to hurt yourself, ARE YOU ON DRUGS????"she yelled I widen my eyes drugs? Really?? I'm not that dumb " I'm not on drugs"I said " No, I think you are, you are on drugs that's the only reason why you tried killing yourself"she said " I'M NOT ON DRUGS, DO YOU KNOW WHY I DID THIS, ALL OF THIS???? DO YOU???"I yelled " What"she said crossing her arms " who hurt you so bad that made you want to kill yourself"Candice said " I'm in love Candice, I love Paul"I said " so you tried killing yourself"Candice said " Omg Nina"Kat said running towards me engulfing me in a hug as she punched my arm " OOWW!!!"I yelled " that's what you get, are you on drugs"Kat said I groan " Listen closely, I'm NOT on drugs okay, I'm just in LOVE!!!"I said " Dont scare me like that"Kat said I lightly smiled " What did Paul do?"Candice asked more softly " he kissed another girl"I said " HE WHAATT????"Candice and Kat said in sync I looked down " I guess when I saw him kiss another girl it made me go crazy, and I just wanted to end my life, I wanted to kill myself I wanted my pain to go away"I said tears falling down "IM GUNNA HURT HIM!!!!"Candice said walking out the door "STOP!! It's okay!! I'm fine now"I said I saw my mom enter " mom, I'm sorry, thanks for finding me"I said she came to my bedside and ran her fingers through my hair " don't ever scare me again, I love you"mom said " I love you"I said

-Paul-

"Surprise" I smiled and let lexi in " Let's go out"lexi said as she smiled " where to?"I asked " the bar, let's get wasted and forget about everything"lexi said I shrugged what the heck right, I want to forget everything that has happened today for just a moment and have fun without reminding myself of Nina " Okay, let me to get my wallet"I said getting my wallet I heard the doorbell ring " Can you get that"I yelled "Sure"lexi yelled back I put my wallet in my pocket and grabbed my coat and I came back and saw lexi with Phoebe. I froze and watched Phoebe smiling twirling her hair everywhere " Hey Paul"Phoebe said and then looked at lexi " Oh, are you his beautiful girlfriend"Phoebe asked "no!"I said and lexi laughed " no!, he's just my best friend!"lexi Said and she nodded " Where you going??"phoebe asked "Out!"I said "okay, I'll leave but...Paul consider going to the prom with me"Phoebe said " I'm not going, I told you that"I said " please, I'll be fun!"Phoebe said I walked to the door and opened it for her " Still not going, I'm sorry but you should ask someone else"I said " I'm not giving up on you"she said and walked off, I sighed and looked at lexi she looked at me with an eye brow up " What was that?"lexi asked me " this girl, she wants me to go to prom with her"I said " and you don't wanna go because the person you wanted to go was with Nina"lexi said causing me to nod " well, let's go and have well try to have fun"I sais pulling her outside " try, we WILL"she said laughing

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