BASED ON MY TURE STORY
I met a boy.
a boy that made me happy.
he stopped talking to me.
i went back to my old habits.
aha it's unreal, right?
i'm fifteen and i feel so much love and
attachment to people that don't even
want to give me the thought of day.
i'm talking to the boy i referred to in one of my previous
chapters (the one that i told i would fuck off if he wanted me to)
but when this boy stopped talking to i felt angry and confused
but a suden shock of sadness passed through me and i feel constantly feel sad
its not only from him its from a few things that are personal.
but all of this the boys who are constantly playing or breaking my heart,
the constant drinking, and smoking, its just kind of a numb pain that im
used to now.
another funny thing, i've known the whole time that i was nothing to them but
feelings get in the way and sadness comes to play.
~ i'm not a toy but to you, i'm your favorite toy
until you're sick of playing me like a 9-year-old boy.
(love my shattered heart)
