The Lost Sister (English)

Confessions

Kara bit her lip and got more and more nervous, by every second that past while Lena hasn't said anything. Lena still sat on the couch in her office and was looking at Kara, who fumbled with the button of her button up. She could see it in Kara's eyes, how nervous the young hero was and that she was afraid of Lena's reaction. Lena took a deep breath, before she got up and stood in front of the young reporter. Slowly she buttoned the button up of her girlfriend and put her glasses back on.

“I know Kara, I kind of knew it since you saved me the first time. And than there were so many other things that happened. You both where never at the same place at the same time. You always had that ridiculous excuses to leave our lunch dates or anything else. First I thought you were dating Supergirl, than Mon-El came and I knew you weren't dating her. I'm mad at you for not telling me earlier. I'm mad at you, that you hide it so long from me. But I also can understand you Kara. This is a big secret of yours. It's a secret that you just can't tell around, so I really understand it. You had your reason for not telling me” Lena said in a calm voice and Kara breathed out deeply. She was so relived that Lena was not that mad at her. If it were like that, Lena would have already thrown her out.

“So...” Kara began and made her hair back in a ponytail “you are okay with it? Me being Supergirl and all that?” Kara bit her lip and smiled as she heard the soft chuckle of Lena. The young CEO got herself some scotch and drank a sip of it, before she looked back at Kara.

“You know, I always was worried about you Kara, it seemed like you were running after the dangerous things that happened here in town. And every time, when you went after Supergirl to get an interview after a fight of her or getting some exclusive interviews of people who were attacked I was afraid, that something could happen to you. And now? Now I'm even more afraid. I'm afraid, that something really bad could happen to you, while you are out there saving the town. I'm afraid, that my mother is coming back and trying to kill you. I'm afraid, that Reign is going to kill you Kara, the last time you fought against Reign you almost died and I haven't seen you for almost a week.

Now that I know who you really are, I'm afraid of losing you even more Kara. But I know, that you are loving what you are doing and I'll support you as much as I can do it. I'm working on some things, that will, maybe, help you in the future. And now that I know, that you are really Supergirl, I can talk with you about it” Lena smiled soft and also Kara smiled. She layed her arms around Lena's waist and kissed her forehead soft.

“Since I met you I'm even more careful when I'm out fighting some crime. You are my new life Lena. You are my sun and my world. And I always want to come back to you and be with you. When I'm with you, I can be myself and don't have to hide me. I promise you, that I wont leave you Lena. I'll be with you, for the rest of our lives. I love you Lena Kieran Luthor, with all my heart and soul. You are my zhgehv and my ehl and I'll love you for the rest of my life” Kara said with a soft voice, while she hold Lena close and caressed her back.

“You love me?” Lena stepped back and looked at her girlfriend. Kara could see, that she wasn't believing her.

“Of course I do Lena. You are so smart, so beautiful and so strong. You had to go through so much things and you are still so strong. And that's one of the many things I love about you. I could tell you the whole night, why I love you, but I have the rest of my life to tell you all that little things I love about you. Like how the colour of your eyes change when the sun is shining in your eyes or how you smile when I come over with lunch. There are so much things and Rao I could write a book about it” Lena noticed, that she was getting tears in her eyes and took a deep breath, before she wiped some tears away. Kara smiled soft and kissed the tears away from Lena's cheeks.

“I don't deserve all your love Kara, someone like me don't deserve the light you are bringing the world. I can't even believe, that someone like you, fell in love with me” Lena whispered and looked in the blue eyes of her girlfriend. Every time she's looking in Kara's eyes, she has the feeling to sink deeper in these blue eyes. Before Kara could say something about that, Lena shook her head and took a deep breath.