do not love me, I'm begging you

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I have not been able to sleep well since you told me you loved me

The words still ring clear in my head

I'm begging you please

Do not love me until you've seen me at 2am, a sobbing mess on the floor

or until you've seen the scars on my wrist

or the dark bags underneath my eyes on the days I haven't slept for weeks

or until I am on my knees , wheezing from a panic attack

Do not love me for I am broken and cannot be fixed

I am sad and I do not know when I will be okay again

I am sad and I do not know when I will be okay again

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