A blissful curse

Chapter 3

It all began with a stupid stolen kiss.One that he stole from me. For the first in forever I'll finally admit that I texted him first and from that I had myself an awesome friend of all times. Personally,knowing the kind of hatred I have towards school environment, all that changed and I promptly noticed. Where do you just bump into a person and they finna change the way you see things and think about certain aspects of life? Adrian was the first and probably the last,or so I think.

Ultimate question came by without hesitation, would you go out with me? I was shocked, not because I didn't like him back but I just didn't think anyone would ever have the eyes for me. And my horoscope? My fate? No, I definitely had to check with Germania. Very fortunately he told me that the life I was living at the moment wouldn't resist me from having a male friend but he forgot about my horoscope.

Well, I had to live up to the standard of a normal teenage girl devoid all the mistrust I had for men. And besides, if I hadn't, I would not only blow out my cover but also denied myself to have had an amazing person against all odds. The feeling I got everytime he looked at me and addressed the slightest touch on me was both of fear and excitement.

Was it normal for the humans beings to feel that way? I kept wondering as there were so many things about the human world that didn't make a lot sense to me, but I was one now, wasn't I? Regardless,he was my Adam in a field filled with illusions. So I finally said yes

Germania always knew everything about me but this one person I failed to tell him about. I mean, my veridical father had always ordered him to not let me get too close to any male human because apparently they were bad creatures and they'd lead me back to the black hole. I suppose I figured out that I was already deeply attached to Adrian and I couldn't risk me being driven away from, if only I knew that he'd later to that himself. Perhaps my father was right. Humans could be bad omens.

So Adrian and I began going out and it was sweet before it got bitter. Just like an orange is sweet before it gets sour, then finally bitter. Maybe, he never noticed, but he literally had to teach me everything about 'love' and the costs it came at. From where I come, courage conquers all. But here it is apparently love that cures all souls. Weird, they all had sorts of different beliefs and roots here but I was always keen to learn but mostly thanks to Adrian because he took me on a wonderful journey.

I remember asking him.." You say you love me, but why when the are so many girls who'd fall straight at your feet just at the chance of being with you?" He'd laugh, look at me, lift my chin and say, " true, but they ain't got what you have. They'd give me anything I'd want but you, you are not like them, you have a kind of hold to me none of them could ever have, something I need."

Everytime he said that, I shifted away, thinking he might be on to who I really am. If only he knew, he'd take back everything he said or so I thought. And was I even planning on letting him know?