Melinda and thomas: book 7

marissa

melinda: when are you going back to Daniel?

>.>

melinda: sorry.....

tch.it'll be like i'm not gone. only diff is my part is gone.

melinda: wu won't act leave him?

no.

melinda; how-u- is it love?

i'm 2 old 2 start over.

melinda; ma'am-

and other demeaning terms

mel;......

........................

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i took a nap

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PW 4;9

i had a tiny feeling that somethin wasn't right but it wasn't confirmed from my therapist.

so i just kept my eyes shut

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all of a sudden-

 as they say

-a pillow was pressed onto my face

i was being smothered!

the weight on my body wasn't heavy so it wasn't daniel.

the person was older than us.

male too.

my words are muffled 

my arms are by my sides

all i can do is shake my head and frail my legs

like a few seconds later

i waws freed!

or is it

warned?

thomas: mom? you ok?

after i could talk good enough

''you saw that?''

thomas:.......

ANSWER ME!

thomas: you-you were........suffocating yourself....

i was confuse at that statement 

was that even possible to do? 

maybe i was act screaming.