Marissa: ok, so you're saying that they are always talking shit about me?
Yeah pretty much.
Then why do I hang out with them?
They respect me and don't like U. They're my friends and I will not ruin it
because you're a personification of a human nerve.
M:............
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hey sis.
Hey...... Riley. And others.
We want to know more about you.
No. No I don't think that
Miley: well you can ask us questions.
Uhh. Sure?
Ok. Whenever you're ready.
All right uhh. Did they take turn cutting your hair and sent you to school
to be bullied, laughing at you saying you deserve it?
No.
Hmm. Me either honestly. I don't think that my actual trauma affects my
choice to not be in a relationship. But it would be great to experience
l
ove and safety you know? It's like the reason why I don't value myself is
because no one else has and I don't have any ideas on how to do that. Like
no one cares about me so why should I? Like why should I risk what I have
for someone who probably and would most likely traded me for half of a
bottle of piss!?! MY CHILDHOOD WAS STOLEN FROM ME! I SHOULDN'T HAVE ANY JOB! I
SHOULD NOT HAVE TO FEND FOR MYSELF! I SHOULD BE AT THE PARK! RUNNING AROUND
AND SWIMMING AND SWINGING! GOING TO SCHOOL! NOT JUST BECAUSE I WAS "" SAFE
THERE BUT TO LEARN! MAKE FRIENDS!DO STUPID CHILDISH SHIT! But what it
taught me to accept help, sympathy, give up, let ppl in, cry,
and apologizing is for the weak! I can't be that! Oh no! It's unthinkable!
Unforgivable! I don't have trust issues! Ok!?! I'm just not stupid enough
to fall for your Idiotic crap! OH! people be like;
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Melinda and thomas: book 7
Fiksi RemajaMelinda, a young girl in a family where her parents don't care about her whereabouts as along as she's not bothering them, their happy while she's learning most about live from TV and books. Thomas Thompson, the son of a loving and caring family. G...
