𝓗𝓲𝓶 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝓘

ℌ𝔦𝔰 𝕾𝖆𝖋𝖊𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖊

After Yoongi and Jimin had dinner, wich was pretty awkward because of the silence, Jimin went to their bedroom. Yoongi stayed in the living room to watch a movie though.

Jimin opened up the door that leads to their closet. He always liked chilling there. He made himself a little chill area, it was beautiful.

Yoongi didn't know about Jimin's little area though. He never looked into that part of the closet, because it was Jimin's.

Jimin cried and cried. The tears didn't stop coming out of his eyes, the second time that day. He felt lonely and miserable. Yoongi didn't want a child. What Jimin didn't understand though, was that Yoongi wanted one. He wanted one so bad, but he is afraid. He's always been afraid of the moment that his love wants a child.

Yoongi rememberers his past. His old best friend.

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Flashback:

(A/n: I'm happy. I thought this story might be a fail cause i didn't have ideas anymore but i have a lot now.)

"Yoongi... i have to tell you something...", Yoongi's friend Jiseok said. "You can tell me everything.", Yoongi said. "My parents... they have so much work to do... they never listen to me anymore... i haven't eaten in days... they forgot to give me food...",he said.

Yoongi was shocked. "O-oh no... let me give you some.", Yoongi said. He took Jiseok's hand and they went to his house. Yoongi gave him some food and drinks.

Yoongi couldn't give him food all the time though, and he went to a three month trip.

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"NO! NO NOT JISEOK!", Yoongi yelled. His mom hugged him tightly. "I'm so sorry.", Yoongi's mom said.

Jiseok died. Yoongi knew the reason why. And he felt like it was his fault, because he couldn't give him any food. His parents didn't even notice that Jiseok had passed away after eating nothing, until one day, they had a break from work and went to his room.

End of Flashback
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Yoongi thought about his friend that passed away when he was younger. Since Jimin wasn't there, Yoongi started crying. He didn't want Jimin to have even more problems to deal with at the moment, so he decided to keep this as a secret.

Unfortunately, Jimin heard Yoongi's sobs. He slowly and quietly went to Yoongi and gently gave him a backhug. Without saying a word he pulled Yoongi up from the sofa and guided him to his little area. His safe place.

Jimin opened the door that led to his closet. Yoongi's eyes were wide open. He was amazed by what Jimin had created. Yoongi sat down in the little area. Jimin did so too. The space was small, but big enough for both of them to fit. Jimin closed the door.

This was kinda creepy, but Yoongi thought it was cute. Jimin had taken Yoongi's polaroid camera and secretly took some pics of him. There weren't not those pics though. There also were some selfies and cute mirror selfies of Jimin.

Both of them were silent, but it was not an akward silence. It was actually a pretty calming and nice silence. Yoongi enjoyed it. Jimin stood up, and took some box from a shelf that was built into the closet. He gently opened it, and took out an old radio. He found that in Yoongi's old stuff. He liked it, so he took it with him.

He turned it on. You were able to record something with it too, so Jimin played a recording he had made.

Yoongi heard himself singing in his office. He blushed. Jimin's laugh was audible. And now Yoongi recognized the song. It was Jimin's song. Serendipity. Jimin now started to sing along to it. It sounded like heaven. Jimin's angelic voice and Yoongi's kinda crappy voice that he found shitty, but Jimin found beautiful. It was a wonderful feeling to listen to it.

Jimin suddenly said something.

"Imagine a child singing this with us... our child...", Jimin said. A tear dropped onto the radio. "Jimin... i w-wanna tell you why I'm not ready...",Yoongi said.

He told Jimin the story of his best friend that had passed away. "... a-and... i do want a child i-I'm just afraid... that the same will happen to it...", Yoongi said. "It won't. I'm home almost all the time, and when I'm not here, you are.", Jimin said, trying to persuade Yoongi.

"J-Jimin... I'm really afraid...",Yoongi said. "But-.",Yoongi cut Jimin's words. "No...", Yoongi started crying again. He stood up and walked out.

Jimin was alone in his closet now. He immediately cried again. His sobs were so loud that probably the whole world was able to hear it.

In Jimin's sobs and crying sounds, you heard the pain he had. You heard that he was hurt.

Yoongi listened to it. His heart broke at the sounds of Jimin's cries.

After a few minutes Jimin got more and more quiet, until there was only silence. Yoongi opened the door, checking if Jimin was okay.

Jimin cried himself to sleep.

His eyes were puffier than ever. His lips were swollen and red because when jimin cried he always bit his lips. His nose was wet and red as a tomato.

"Sleep well...", Yoongi said. He pecked Jimin's forehead. Yoongi went to bed, and since Jimin's area was full of pillows and blankets, he just left him there. Before he left to go to bed, he put a blanket over Jimin's body.

Yoongi quickly fell asleep.

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I would like to write more... like maybe 100 words more... but it wouldn't work. So this is a kind of short chapter. Hope you like it anyways.