𝓗𝓲𝓶 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝓘

𝓣ℯ𝓪𝓇𝓼

Jimin woke up in his closet the next morning. His eyes were heavy from crying. He could barely keep them open. Jimin looked out to check if Yoongi was sleeping. He still was.

Jimin quietly tip-toed out of the room. He got himself some packs of chips and made himself two sandwiches. He then grabbed two bottles of water and turned around.

Jimin flinched. Yoongi was right behind him.

Yoongi looked grumpy, but as soon as Jimin flinched, his expression went soft. "D-did i scare you?", Yoongi asked.

Jimin didn't say a single word and he just ran back to the closet.

"Oh so he doesn't want to talk...", Yoongi said. He let out a loud sigh.

Jimin sat in his little area the whole day long, Yoongi sat in front of it, crying his eyes out. Yes, Yoongi was the one crying now.

He heard Jimin sing something, he didn't know what though. It was something new. The lyrics were pretty dark though.

"With you I feel great,
But i don't know if you feel so too.
Every night i stay up late,
Crying, because i don't know what to do."

Yoongi felt guilty. He knew this song was about him. He knew that Jimin's heart was broken when Yoongi said he wasn't ready yet.

Yoongi cried even harder when he heard that Jimin had started to cry too. Jimin was now able to hear Yoongi's cries.

Jimin opened the door, looking at Yoongi who was just right next to it. Jimin gently tapped Yoongi's shoulder.

Yoongi slowly turned around, looking Jimin in the eyes. Jimin took Yoongi's hand, gently pulling it. Yoongi went inside of the closet closing the door. "Baby...",Jimin whispered. Yoongi just looked at him. "I-,", Jimin didn't know what to say.

He gave up on saying something and just kissed Yoongi. Yoongi didn't do anything. He didn't move his lips, he didn't touch Jimin, he just sat there. Even his eyes were still open.

Jimin stopped and looked at him with a pout.

Yoongi looked away.

"Yoongi...", Jimin said, his voice cracking, tears streaming down his face and dropping onto his legs again.

Yoongi cupped Jimin's face. "Jimin.",he said. "Let's stop arguing.", Yoongi said.

Jimin nodded. They hugged each other, and Yoongi thought Jimin was okay with Yoongi not wanting a child now. Wich wasn't the case in any way.

Jimin was sad and not feeling well, but he didn't show it. Of course he didn't. He didn't have the power to argue any longer.

Jimin was still watching videos, reading magazines and thinking about adoption. It was always in his head. Always.

Every time Jimin was alone at home now, he always drew Yoongi, Himself and of course a little girl. Jimin wanted a little girl. Her name always was Yoonmin, their ship name. Jimin even went to shops sometimes, looking for cute clothes he would buy his daughter if he had one.

Yoongi didn't know that. He still thought Jimin was over that, and that it was just a phase.

A few weeks later though, everything changed. For Yoongi and Jimin.

Yoongi had cleaned up while Jimin was 'shopping' aka. Looking for children clothing again, and he found the pictures Jimin had drawn.

Yoongi decided to 'stalk' Jimin, so he took out his phone and located Jimin's phone.

He went to where he was and saw Jimin in that one shop where he always went. He was looking at clothes for girls, of course.

"Oh Jiminnie...",Yoongi whispered. He called Jimin.

"Y-yeah?"
"Jimin. Where are you?"
"I- me? I-I'm in u-uhm... a s-shop for clothing. I wanted to l-look for something that might look good on me..."
"So you like dresses for little girls?"
"W-what? Yoongi are you watching me?"
"I am Jimin. I found the pictures too."

Jimin didn't say a word he just hung up and fell to the ground. He cried loudly, and some people asked him if he was okay.

Yoongi went home though. He didn't want to talk to Jimin right now, but he also didn't want to see him cry. He just left.

After a while, Jimin stood up. He quickly walked through the mall he was in, and many people tried to talk to him since he was famous now because he was Yoongi's husband.

Jimin didn't stop crying while going home.

When he came to the apartment, he ignored everything and Just packed some things to leave to Jungkook.

"Where are you going? Why are you packing your things Jimin?!", Yoongi asked. Jimin just ignored it and continued packing, tears still not stopping to come out. "J-Jimin don't leave...", Yoongi said.

Jimin stopped everything. Now he just sat there, pokerface with tears coming out of the eyes.

"J-Jimin?",Yoongi asked. "I stopped packing. I'm not leaving. Stop complaining now.",He answered. "I didn't even-", Jimin interrupted Yoongi. "I told you to stop.", Jimin said.

"You're not my boss though! Why should i do what you say, huh?", Yoongi said. "Stop being rude! Just shut your damn mouth, okay?", Jimin said. "JIMIN STOP THIS!" "NO! WHY SHOULD I STOP?" "BECAUSE I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!" "WHEN I BROKE DOWN AND CRIED MY EYES OUT, YOU JUST DECIDED TO LEAVE ME IN THAT DAMN SH-",Yoongi interrupted Jimin.

"JIMIN YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FELT! I THOUGHT YOU WERE OVER THAT SHIT WITH ADOPTING A CHILD AND SHIT, BUT THEN I FOUND THE PICTURES AND SAW YOU IN THAT SHOP FOR BABY CLOTHES! HOW SHOULD I FEEL ABOUT THAT, HUH?", Yoongi yelled at Jimin, right into his face.

"Y-you thought i g-gave up with the idea?", Jimin asked. "YES I DID!" "Yoongi I thought you would change your mind one day... i thought you did want a child but really wasn't ready yet. I was hurt, but i didn't want to argue any longer. That's why i didn't say anything...", Jimin said.

"You o-obviously don't want a child with m-me... so why don't you just tell me that instead of telling me you're just not ready yet?...", Jimin asked.

"J-Jiminnie i d-do want a child... I'm j-just still traumatized by the death of my best friend... I'm afraid...",Yoongi said. "I already told you that it's going to be okay. You wont be a bad father okay?", Jimin asked. "...Let me think about it, okay?"

"Okay.",Jimin whispered. Yoongi put his arms around Jimin's waist, their faces really close to each other. "I love you, Jiminnie.", Yoongi said. "I love you too", Jimin said.