'I care about you!"
"Trust me, Tell me your problems"
"It's okay, I'm here"
"I'll never leave your side"
"I'm always with you"
Those words. Those lies.
I Hate It
When you say it
In front of my face
Without shame, coming out of your mouth.
When what you actually said before was;
'You're so annoying!"
'Leave me alone!"
"You're so irritating!"
"I don't need you!"
"I wish you disappear!"
"My one and only wish is for you to leave me forever! And I'll be contented with my life!"
When all I ever did was give you my love and attention.
That day I figured out;
You'll never love me
The way that I did
I want you to be happy, but even if it means sacrificing my own happiness.
I'll do it.
With a heavy heart, Eyes closed, Bitter tears streaming down my sparkly eyes.
"I'll give you the happiness you're asking for"
I breathed shakily as I think of my decision
Then now. After 3 months
You'll tell me you're worried?
You want me back? You want the love and attention I gave you?
And that I need to trust you again?
And be trapped again inside a dark black whole which I don't know where to go and what to do?
Just for you? When I already gave you what you wanted? And finally let you go?
You want me back? In that hell hole with you again?
After, then what?
You'll throw me away again?
I wish you would tell me how you really feel
Before everything is too late
Before we are too late
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