Rose Thorns « Taekook

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐄𝐍

The room I was in felt so odd. Everything was so white and clean. I woke up in a hospital bed, surrounded by doctors. I guess I must of been found.

That sucks, I would much rather die alone then in this place. Just then a familiar dimpled boy came in. "H-hyung..."

My voice was weak and harsh from the flowers I previously threw up. I cleared my throat and looked over to Namjoon who was now standing over my bed.

"H-hi Taetae..." He said sadly. "Do you know what's going on with me?" Namjoon nodded. "They told us all. I'm so sorry you had to go through this alone...I feel horrible, if I would of known I would of immediately forced you to get surgery."

Taehyung smiled weakly, "It's okay hyung...I know I'm dying, I'm okay with it. I'm happy now. I didn't want to get surgery, because it would remove the feelings I had for that person." Namjoon frowned, "You idiot. You would rather die then forget about some dumb boy?"

Taehyung smiled with his eyes. "He's not stupid. Well, sure he is but...not to me." Namjoon looked over at the vase of flowers on the nightstand. "Ironic huh? Putting flowers in a room where someone is dying because of flowers." Taehyung chuckled dryly.

"You must really love that person Tae." Taehyung nodded once again, "Indeed, and I realized before I passed out that no matter how hard I try to forget about it, I can never stop loving him. Therefore I have no choice but to die."

Namjoon held onto Taehyung in a tight hug one last time. They both cried as he said his final goodbyes. "Goodbye Tae. I love you kid. Remember that okay?"

"I love you too Joonie hyung, now and forever."

"I-I dont believe in heaven but, I know that you will go somewhere special Tae. Okay? You deserve it." Taehyung smiled as Namjoon waved goodbye and Hoseok stepped into the room.

"Hi hyung." Hoseok ran over to his side. "Taehyung! I'm so sorry love! S-so sorry!" He cried and held onto him. "S'okay Hobi hyung. You didn't know."

"I wish you would of told us..."

"That's what they all are gonna say hyung. It's okay, I take the blame. I let this happen to myself." Hoseok frowned and held onto Taehyung's hand. "I should of been a better friend and big brother. I'm sorry Tae..."

"Hobi?" Taehyung looked up at him. "Hmm?" Taehyung tried his best to explain but vaguely.

"I know you don't know what happened but I wanted to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. Not too long ago I was trying to convince myself that I hated you. I tried to make myself believe that it was your fault, but it wasn't. I'm sorry for thinking that way of you hyung. I could never hate you. I love you."

Hoseok looked shocked. "T-tae what do you mean? What happened? D-did I do something to you?" Taehyung shook his head. "No Hobi, you didn't do anything wrong. You simply fell in love with someone who was able to return your feelings, unlike me."

Hoseok was confused. He wasn't able to ask anything else because he was being rushed out by the next person. "I-I'm so sorry Tae...I love you too." Hoseok said and waved goodbye.

"Hi Seokjinnie." Taehyung giggled. "I missed you." Seokjin ran over to the bed and wrapped his arms around the weak taehyung. "I'm so sorry baby! so so sorry I didn't take care of you! I'll never forgive myself!" Taehyung sighed, "It's okay, don't blame yourself. You didn't do anything okay? I love you."