PROMISE || Jihope [translated]

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Hoseok's mind was in chaos.

Surely, Hoseok's mind was usually in chaos, but this was definitely worse.

The way his omega instinct took possession of him to the point he admitted out loud that he wanted to feel Jimin's knot had been so fucking embarrassing and pathetic.

Only thinking about it made him anxious. He was used to screwing up a lot of situations, but he really expected to not fuck up with Jimin, and even though he didn't get to listen to what Jimin had to say, Hoseok had the feeling that it couldn't be anything good because damn! Jimin was his childhood best friend and they had only reunited a few months ago.

Also, the fact that Jimin was an alpha and he an omega didn't necessarily mean that they had to sleep together... Alphas and omegas could be good friends, Hoseok had many alpha friends and he never thought of having sex with them. With Jimin, though...

God, Jimin was probably thinking so badly of him.

Hoseok decides to suffer in silence for a little more. He ran away the moment he processed what he had just told his best friend, and before Jimin was able to say anything, the omega had already left as fast as he could and locked himself up in one of the university's bathroom.

He knew he couldn't stay there for too long, classes were about to end and there'd be people who would want to use it.

The omega looked at himself in the big mirror. Hoseok can see how much of a disaster he was. A bit dirty and with messy hair, red eyes and was sweating due to the nerves. He knew anyone would be able to smell the fear and anxiety that was coming from him even standing meters away.

Hoseok wets his face and looks at the mirror a few more seconds, he had to leave the place and get to his shared apartment with Namjoon looking at least a bit decent so that later he could calmly cry for hours since his friendship with Jimin had gone to shit...

Hoseok reaches the door, and once he has opened it the first thing he sees is Jimin standing in front of him.

"Hobi hyu-!" Jimin doesn't even get to finish before he has the door in his face. Hoseok had locked himself in the bathroom again.

Fuck.

Jimin slides his hand through his hair, combing it backwards and rubs his eyes in frustration. He had tried following Hoseok's speed before he had time to lock the bathroom door, but Hoseok had run so fast that it seemed like he flew.

The alpha lays his back on the door and slides to the floor. Honestly, he doesn't know what to say or do. Should he leave and leave him alone? But if he thinks about it, Hoseok would probably end up thinking that he was rejecting him when it was the total opposite.

"Hyung... can we talk?" Jimin's voice is calm and gentle despite him being agitated and nervous.

"I'm sorry..."

"...Why?"

"For making you uncomfortable, I didn't want to act like that, I didn't have to act like that."

Jimin's gaze moves everywhere, confused. "But I wasn't uncomfortable, I don't get why you are thinking I was, I didn't..."

"Because I know you don't like me," he interrupts again, "and it hasn't been much since we reunited, it's almost as if we had just met, Jimin, it's awkward," says the omega, convinced.

"Perhaps if you were someone else it would be awkward, but it's you, and... Where did you get the idea that I don't like you?" asks Jimin, lost.

"Because I saw the look on your face, it was disgust, you can't say it wasn't because I saw it!" Well fuck, why so intense.