Chapter 14

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| San |

Wooyoung jumps off my back and heads inside the house, while I'm right behind him. I make my way towards the couch and plop down. I watch in confusion, as Wooyoung walks to the unoccupied bedroom in silence. I make my way towards the bedroom, and I see Wooyoung laying there, dead..Just kidding, he was just laying there, staring at the ceiling.

I walk over and lay beside him, wrapping my arms around his waist. I nuzzle my face into his neck, and we just lay there, in silence. I hear him sigh and relax into my touch, I tighten my hold around him.

"Do you think he'll be alright?" Wooyoung asked, turning around to look at me. We stare at each other for a little before I answer back,

"I mean, he'll have to..he can't be like this his whole life. He'll find someone." Wooyoung becomes silent, and just presses his face into my chest. My eyes feel heavy, and I soon start falling asleep with Wooyoung in my arms.


| Saturday 10:46 am | |Wooyoung |


I woke up to some rustling in the bathroom, and see San stumble out..hair wet, no shirt and with only sweatpants. I didn't realize I was staring, until San started waving his hand in my face.

"You can stop staring now." San said, before pecking my lips, then patting my head. I slap his hand away and sit up from current position on the bed.

"Shut it. But I wanted to ask you something, Are we a thing? You didn't really say anything about it...You're also dating Lana." I asked, staring at him as he stopped from what he was doing. He turns to me and said,

"I thought I made it clear yesterday?" San walks over to me, and grips my waist pulling my chest close to his.

"I guess I just have to do it again." San said, before softly placing his lips against mine. I kiss back and wrap my arms around his neck. Before we could continue on, San pulls away and says,

"Oh and don't worry about Lana, I'll do something about it." San said, before saying,

"Will you be mine and mine only?"


| Yunho |


I look at my phone, waiting for replies from Wooyoung and Seonghwa, but I get nothing. I sigh and place my phone down, getting ready to take a shower but my phone goes off. I look over and grab my phone noticing it was Seonghwa calling.

"So now you decid-" I was cut off by Seonghwa.

"Meet me at the park." Seonghwa said, before hanging up. I stare at my phone in confusion, 'What the..' I thought before quickly getting ready, and head over to the park.


- At the park -


I walk over to where Seonghwa was sitting at, and sit down next to him. It was silent for a while, before it was broken by Seonghwa.

"Wooyoung and I aren't "dating" anymore." Seonghwa said, emphasizing the word "dating". I look at him, and see him staring blankly into the distance.

"Why is that..? I ask.

"I'm assuming he's with San now." Seonghwa replied, still staring off into the distance.

"But isn't that a good thing? Wasn't that what you and Wooyoung wanted? Why are-" I was cut off by Seonghwa, again.

"I like him, Ok! I like him..I always did..but none of you guys realized that." Seonghwa yelled out, tears forming in his eyes. I stare at him shock, and I'm even more shocked when he bursts into tears.

"I only suggested that we pretended to date, so I could actually be with him." Seonghwa mutters, tears still running down his face.

"But yet, he still goes to San.." Seonghwa said, whimpering. My heart aches, as I stare at the male in front of me..tears running down his face, tired eyes swollen and red. I pull him into a hug and rub his back, his sobs get quieter and his breathing settles down.

"You can't always have what you want, Seonghwa. That's just how life is. It'll get better, I promise. Just don't do anything that you'll regret, ok?" I said, I feel Seonghwa nod his head and I pull away.

"Thank you. I'll see you later." Seonghwa said, before standing up to leave. I stare at his figure, as he walks away. 'I'm so sorry Seonghwa, don't do anything rash..' I thought, before heading back to my house. 'Just to make sure he's safe, I'll call Hongjoong to watch over him..' I grab my phone and dial Hongjoong's number.


| Seonghwa |


'It's so stupid by how easily this affected me..' I thought, laughing bitterly to myself.

'Why..?'

'Will it actually get better?'

'Am I immature for acting this way, just because I couldn't get what I want..?'

'Why am I chasing after you, when I know I can't have you..'

All these thoughts came rushing into my head, as my feet drag me somewhere. I come to a stop, and look up.

'The water looks so peaceful, but we all know it's not.' I stare at the water, and slightly lean on the rail.











'Where's the happiness and love when you need it?'

























































































\ So, the next chapter will be a little harsh and might trigger some people. So if you're not comfortable with it, I'll also upload an alternate version. But It's gonna have the same ending. /

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