a/n: i suggest you to read this chapter with some slow or lo-fi beats songs♡️
recap to last chapter...
"I'm sorry but Miss Jessica Raymond had passed away at 12pm. my condolences, you can see her now. for the last time." the doctor said. i was the first person who walked in as madi, sam, noen and payt were following my back. she looked more pale, more lifeless. she is lifeless. she's gone. my babygirl, my cupcake, my princess, my sunshine, my everything is gone. i can't believe it. my world immediately turned sorrow as i saw her dead body on the bed. i took her hand. "Jess-jessica?" I said in between tears.
end of recap...I cried and cried. the doctor and nurses gave us some time. sam is trying to calm madi down while payt and noen is crying on each others arms. "an-and take-a piece of-my heart an-and make i-it all you-your own, so when we are a-apart. yo-you'll never b-be alone." i sang shawn mendes to her for the last time. i knew she love it. "yo-you'll never be alone." i continued singing, grabbing her hand tighter, wishing i could turn back time to undo this shit.
suddenly i felt like something poking my palm. it can't be. i released jessica's hands and watched her fingers moving. It can't be. i walked backwords as my friends noticed it too. "doctor!" madison exclaimed. "what happened?!" he bursts in with some nurses. we all point at jessica. the machine its beeping again. "it-cant- be." I startled. "she's alive!" one of the nurses exclaimed happily. the doctor and the nurses adjusted the machine and its beeping normally.
"a-anthony?" she said. the voice that i haven't heard for almost 2 fucking months. the voice of the love of my life. i ran to the bed. "yes baby, im here." i said, immediately grabbing her hand. "you're lucky, i almost can't believe it. this chance of being alive after 20 minutes you died? its a miracle. welcome back, young lady." the doctor said, in disbelief. "we're going to give you guys some space. call if you need anything." he continued. i nod.
jessica's pov
its white, all i see was all white. then, it slowly turns green and there was a woman sitting on a rock by a lake. the woman looked familiar. i slowly walked towards her. as i step on the dried leaves causing the woman to turn back and look at me. "g-grandma?" i startled, realizing its my grandma. "come here, sugar." she said, gesturing me to sit beside her. i missed her calling me sugar. "grandma, what are you doing here?" i asked. "the question is sweetheart, what are you doing here?" she asked back. "how am i supposed to know? am i dead grandma?" i said, scanning my body. "not quite dead my dear." she chuckled. "you have so much ahead of you and yet you're here."she said. "i have nothing, no one grandma. mom and dad always leaves for business. jonah is continuing his studies. might meeting him after two goddamn years." i facepalmed myself. "you have anthony." she said. "gran-grandma. how do you know him?" i asked. "oh, i look down at you everyday sugar. what my point is, he did you a promise that he will spend his whole lifetime with you. you don't wanna miss that. i can guarantee he's a good man. Just like your grandpa. we both had our ups and downs yet we're still together. he loves you so much, sugar." she said. "but-i don't know if-i can wake up." I shrugged in frustration. "you're one of the strongest woman i know, you can wake up." she said planting a soft kiss on my forehead. "how about you, grandma?" i asked. "ill be fine." she said, pointing to grandpa who's standing at the end of the lake waving to me. i wave back. "ok then. i love you grandma." i said, giving her a hug. "i love you more sugar." she said and everything fade away.grandma's words are helping me to wake up. "Come on jessica. You can do. It." i said it to myself.
I heard machine beeping, i heard someone bursting into the room. i heard footsteps rushing here and there. i heard the sound of my friends and Anthony. finally!
i blinked a couple times as the lights were blinding my eyes. "A-anthony?" I said. He was the first person i said.
"I'm here baby girl." Anthony grabbed my hand. I missed his touch, his voice. The doctor talk a little bit and went out to give us some space.
My friends are all here! "welcome back bestie." madison said, wiping her tears. "stop it guys." I said. "you were dead for 20 minutes, how could we not cry?" payt said, still crying. "i-i saw my grandma." I said. They looked at me in disbelief. I told them the whole story.
"so, you're grandma was eyeing on us the whole time?" Anthony smirked. I nod. "what a cool grandma." payt said. After a while, we all talk. its getting late, the others left while Anthony stayed. "Ant-you should go home. Get some rest." I said. "No-uh. I'm staying. I missed you so much." He said grabbing my hand and planting a soft kiss on my lips. "aww. by the way, what you said to me when i was out was cute and your singing is cute. you should sing more." i said. "i meant every word i said, princess." He said. "You want me to sing?" He said softly, scratching the back of his neck. "yes pleasee." i said happily.
He started to sing some slow songs which was my ultimate favorite. with his husky. ugh nothing could go wrong.
Anthony's pov
"talking to the moon. tryna get to you. And hope you on the other side, talking to me too. oh am i a fool? who sits alone, talking to the moon." i ended the song. I already heard Jessica snoring. "i love you babygirl." I said kissing her forehead. I slept with my arms around her belly.what do u guys think? did i scare you? well, tbh i thought i would end the book with Jessica is already dead but yeah. I changed my mind. Hope u guys like it and don't forget to vote aye! much love,
-chyn💃🏻
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