my savior- anthony reeves✓️

its been a month

huge time skip!
its been a month after the accident...
Anthony's pov
never a day i leave Jessica's side. she's still here at the hospital , laying on the bed looking lifeless. the doctors said she have 50/50 chance to live. the bullet directly went through her chest. luckily it doesn't caused any damage around her heart. i know she will wake up. she's strong. my baby is so strong. i brought new flowers everyday. sunflowers to be precise. she loves them.

"wake up baby. its a new day. its sunny outside. we'll play outside at the park if you wake up. i bought a new bouquet of sunflowers. its somehow prettier than yesterday's." i said, cheering up myself. how hard i even tried to convince myself that she'll wake up, i have a little instinct in myself that she won't. i won't let that feeling win. "hey, i missed you so much. my life is so dark, sorrow and dead without you since you know.." i said, grabbing her hand. "please. i need you. i can't breathe when you're my oxygen. don't leave me. i'm sorry for not being the best boyfriend. i wanna do everything with you. i have this thought that I'm ready. after school, im going to spend my whole life with you. marry you, having kids together. use the names that we chose. chase you and mini us around the house. heck i wanna do everything with you, baby.please stay with me and wake up, cupcake."i continued with tears flowing down. i look to Jessica's face and realized a tear came out of her eye. she heard me. "don't cry baby, crying doesn't suit you." I said, wiping the tear off. i decided to walk out for a sec to get some fresh air.

while i was pacing at the entrance, i saw noen, madi, sam, kev and payt walking to me. "you okay bro?" kevin pat my shoulders. "sh-she hear-heard me." I sniffed. "I'll go see her." Mads said and walk in. "she's going to wake up." noen said. "what if she will not?" I said and get into my knees as i breakdown. "she will, i know her." Payton said giving me a side hug. "we all know she's so strong. you need to be strong too brother. for her." sam said. i can't even talk. they all give me a huge brother hug. we stayed like that for a minute until I'm feeling a little bit better.

"lets go upstairs now, i wanna see her." noen said. i have a feeling. not just any feeling. a weird. i can't tell if its bad or good. i felt sick. "you okay?" noen asked as we're in the elevator. i just nod. as we're getting closer to jessica's room, i saw the doctors and some nurses burst into the room. i ran to the room but i got stopped by a nurse. "sorry sir but we have to check on miss jessica." she said. i almost punched the nurse but payton and sam pulled me back. "

"what happened, madi?!" i exclaimed. "i-i talked to her and su-sudd-suddenly the thing beep rapidly and the doctors burst in." she explained. i sat on the chair with my hands covering my face. "i-m im sorry i shouted at you mads. its just i can't lose her." i said giving a hug to madi. "its okay ant. i can't lose her too." she said, stroking my back. any girls hug can't beat jessica's. "neither of us can." payt said. "thanks bro." i smiled.

after straight 30 minutes i kept repeating the same thing in my head and the doctors haven't get out of the room. please stay with me baby. i need you, i can't lose you yet. I can tell the boys and madi is also worried. i look through a small mirror at the door but i can't see nothing except doctor and nurses rushing here and there. its making me more worried. "sit down, don't worry. she'll be fine." payt said, gesturing me to sit down. i sighed as i cried. lets see, its been the 100th times i cried this week.

while we all were worried, me crying and madi kept scrolling through her gallery watching tons of videos of her and jess being stupid. the doctor finally came out. "you all friends and family of Miss Jessica Raymond?" he asked while putting his glasses on top of his head. "yes we are." madi said im relieved. "how is she?" i asked. "im sorry but Miss Jessica Raymond have passed away at 12:00 pm. my condolences. my team and i have tried our best." he said. "you can see her for the last time." a nurse said as she walk out.

i can't believe it. i just lost her again. and this time forever.

me and my friends walk into the room looking at the love of my life looking lifeless for real now and the machine beep staticly. "jessica-" I said grabbing her hand.

-to be continue-

she's gone now. trust me i swear i cried. hope u enjoy this as much i enjoyed writing it. pleaseeee vote! Much love,
-chyn💔