Becky's Problems

Chapter 22

Becky's pov

Its 4 a.m. and its thundering i woke up because gracie is crying. Hey hey baby shh shh its ok I'm here its ok mommy p-please h-help m-me its ok baby please calm down before you pass out.  She lays her head down on my chest and 10 minutes later she's fast asleep.

The next morning

Good morning Grace morning mommy. Sweetheart what's wrong? Its just.......... what happens if it thunder today? I will be a mess and make you and daddy's life bad. Baby don't ever say that you never make our lives bad look its not your fault that you get so scared cry so much and pass out ok. Don't blame yourself and just because that happens you should be happy about who you are and don't let anyone tell you other wise!! I'm happy the way your made and i wouldn't change it for the world!! I love you mommy i love you too baby.

Seth's pov

Good morning love. Morning she say as she turns around her back facing. As we finish up we get ready to start our day. Hey babe you wanna take the kids to the zoo? Sure! Gracie! Were going to the zoo get ready. Ok mommy she scream from up stairs.

I hope y'all don't mind me skipping the hours at the zoo.

That night

Seth's pov

Hey babe can we go to the water park tomorrow. Seth I'm tired can we please just sit at home tomorrow. Fine then he said raising he voice. Why are you getting so mad??!! Your not the one who just got rid of back pain from being pregnant your not the one who had to go threw labor!! So maybe you should just leave because your not good enough anyway!! She said as she soon regretting it.

Seth's pov

Fine then!! B-baby I'm sorry i didn't mean it!! You know what Becky maybe I'm not good enough you want someone to be perfect well nobody's perfect so how about you go find you someone better!! You always told me i was perfect the way i am well you know what maybe I'm not maybe i shouldn't be here!! He got his suitcase and put his clothes and he phone and other stuff and walked out

Becky's pov

Seth don't leave please. Becky leave me alone!! Look it was a mistake ok!! Yes well that mistake hurt me Becky. Seth don't walk out on me! Becky YOU PROVED YOUR POINT FORGET IT WERE OVER I'LL BE BACK WITH THE DIVORCE PAPERS!! YOU HURT ME BECKY JUST LIKE WHEN YOU KISSED DEAN AND I FORGAVE YOU NOW ITS LIKE YOUR TAKING ME FOR GRANTED AND YOU KNOW WHAT I'M DONE WITH YOU AND TELL THE KIDS I LOVE THEM BUT I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE IF I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU THEN THAT'S FINE he said and drove off. As i go back inside i go to our bedroom and cried my heart out. When I heard grace crying baby shh shh its ok mommy's here.

Grace's pov

Mommy where you and daddy fighting? Um yes just a little argument that's all. Mommy are yall gonna make up. Um idk but you should get some sleep i can't afford my baby girl passing out from not enough sleep.

4 months later

Becky's pov

Its been 4 months since Seth walked out on me. I want him back i literally feel like I'm nothing without him. I miss him to death!! Mommy hey baby what's up? She look at me with tears in her eyes. Are you ok? You know mom i thought you were tough!! I thought you'd be tough enough to tell me i was never gonna see dad again! Gracie...... I'm sor- mom JUST STOP OK?!!? YOU KNOW I THOUGHT YOU'D TELL ME ANYTHING EVEN WHEN ITS HARD BUT INSTEAD YOU LIED TO ME! AND ITS SAD WHEN I GO TO SCHOOL AND HAVE TO TELL PEOPLE I DON'T HAVE A DAD BECAUSE MOM LIED TO ME!! YOU HURT ME MOM!!  Baby I'm sorry she say touching her DON'T TOUCH ME! Gracie I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you well you did mom just forget it she said and ran to her room and slam the door Gracie!! She calls Gracie can we talk about this she said while crying!!

The next day

Becky's pov

Were at home and gracie is still upset that she don't get to see her dad and she still upset with me that I lied and didn't tell her. I really miss him and gracie its like i lost her she's not talking to me. So as i think of what i screwed up i drift off to sleep.

Hey I'm so sorry about the sad chapter of secky breaking up and gracie getting upset. I just had it in me and I'm sorry for not updating school started and I've had a lot to do. I will be updating shortly!! So thank you for reading i love you all!!😍 Its been so crazy but thank you all and i love yall kira out😘