Never noticed

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Why are humans like this? We're never satisfied. We always want more.

But the worst part is that we go for something else and don't notice what is directly in front of us. And to be honest, a few weeks ago I was like 'no that'll never happen to me' well guess what? it happened, and that's the worst part. It's inevitable. Unavoidable. We can't avoid it cause it's just who we are. BUT. We do have a choice, we can either stay in that whole and not come out. Or we can get out and do something about it. I'm trying to and I'm gonna start to.

I'm not proud of what has happened, this has not been my week.

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Oki, so I'm gonna tell you a story, and I'd really appreciate it if you heard me out but if you don't want to it's fine, just skip to the A/N XD

So there's this person, I wish he'd notice me but he hasn't and I'm starting to give up. Why am I so blind? Well let me explain. I was in lunch at my school and I noticed something different. I stopped trying, and I saw so many things, they're so many people that care about me and I don't even take a second glance at them, I actually have this one friend, actually she's more than a friend, she's my twinkie. And I've noticed that I haven't been the best friend to her. I've been so distracted that I don't pay attention to her, I won't say who she is but her initials are JP. We've been best friends since 7th grade, I've told her everything, and I mean everything and lately I haven't been so nice or a best friend to her. And if she's reading this, I just wanna say I'm sorry twinkie. You the best and thank you for always being there even if I wasn't the best person to be around.

Also that same day I was in the hall going to my class when I see an old friend, I haven't talked to her since last year and last year we were good friends so I go to her and we just talk, I forgot how awesome that felt. We talked the whole way and I felt that, that friendship was growing again. Also I noticed this other person cared a lot and I never noticed him. Also noticed how awesome some of my friends were but I never noticed cause I Was Too Blind! So please try to not do my mistake of not noticing. And the worst part was that I'd complain about nobody caring but really I had a whole group of people who cared. A family. And today. At 5:10AM that I'm writing this, I finally realized what I'm missing my brain just clicked and my first thought after figuring this out is that I am so sorry. I never cared and I hate myself for that. I am So sorry. You guys know who you are, at school and in wattpad. I'm just soo sorry.

A/N:

So this was a poem/story/apology. Sorry if this is long I just had to take it out. And thanks to you guys and wattpad I was able to take it out. So leave a comment on what you think of the subject. Comment!😋Vote!😄Enjoy!😍 luv you guys bye bye!

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