𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐮 & 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨

𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐁𝐞 𝐀𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝

𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Looking at her for a second then responded
You ain't gonna be afraid of anything
I took a risk on love every single day but u don't see me fearing it.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
But see u can do that Lisa and I can't I'm not fearless like u.
This is something different for me
I don't know how to be with u in that way.
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
You ain't gonna worry about what anyone else thinks if u truly love someone then
It shouldn't matter what everyone else thinks it doesn't matter what think or feel.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I don't know Lisa u make it sound easy but doesn't necessarily feel like it
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
All I'm saying is that u give this a chance
I can show what it feels like and i promise u it wouldn't be any different
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
But what about Dallas and your girlfriend angel we are both in a relationship
We can't start creeping on the down-low and sneaking behind both of their backs
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Look u know angel cheated on me and i never forget that shit
I may be with her but i still don't trust her and Dallas, on the other hand,
You u heard the rumors that fool get around and it ain't that hard to see it,
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
But how would u know if they were rumors or not?
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Look i don't wanna get into that but i do now that i want my friend back
And I'll do whatever it takes to get u back i don't care no matter what it is,
If u want to get together we can do that I'll do right by u i will never hurt u.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I'm sure about this Lisa feeling unsure about it
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Nobody has to know or if u want they can know but please chill, chill,
I mean i need u right now why u wanna hurt me like this
Can we at least try it out
I'm willing to do that with u this time i won't take no for answer
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Looking into her eyes for a second then pull her up by her hands come here
I'll give this a try but only on one condition
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Sure name it whatever it is i looked at her
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I wanna take this slow Lisa nobody can know about this
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I got u ain't nothing wrong with that I'll respect your wishes because
I really don't want to mess this up wrapped my hands around her waist
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
But i am gonna need u to go because i have a date in a few minutes
And i need to get dressed before he gets here and wonders why i ain't ready
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Alright then I'll leave but can i at least get a kiss before i go or will that be to fast
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
No, it wouldn't be too fast grabbed her cheeks
Come here and place soft kisses on her lips,
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I didn't hesitate to kiss her back
The kiss turns into a make-out session for thirty minutes
Before we both pull away feeling that spark again smiles damn girl that was,
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Amazing i finish her sentence for her,
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I see u later beautiful and call me
So i can know-how your date went i said, heading out.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Bitten my bottom lip, following Lisa to the door, okay,
I will call u later closing the door.
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
We looked at each other one last time then left
Damn, i know that i can't mess this up now
If i do i can lose more than a relationship and our friendship hangs in the balance
One thing for sure is that i will be damn i lost her altogether,
I hope things do work between me and her.
𝐓𝐁𝐂...
𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄...
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