𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐮 & 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨

𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
How did u know?
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
It doesn't matter now why u didn't tell me?
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Shrugged my shoulders
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Answer me chilli
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I don't know Lisa i was scared to tell u anything like that
I mean look at us u talk about our friendship
Like it's the only important thing in the world
It seems that the only thing that u saw in me was nothing more
Then just a friend.
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Look u are right about something
I didn't look at it more than that but if u had told me how u felt
Then things would have been different
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Different like how Lisa
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I would have tried us out
I didn't mind having u more than than a friend
You know i liked the way we were before things had changed
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Looking at Lisa and listening to everything she was saying
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
What we were doing u can't tell me u didn't miss all that?
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Of course, i did Lisa i miss everything about u
But things have become more complicated
I had to get away from the feelings that i had for u
Everything was happening too fast for me.
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
But u didn't have to blow up on me and hurt my feelings the way u did.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I'm sorry, Lisa and i know that i was wrong for going on u
But that was never my intention to hurt u
I had panicked and push u away instead of bringing u closer
Letting u know the truth but i didn't and i should have
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Apologies accepted u know that i can't stay mad at u.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
A small smile appears on my face
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I wanted to apologize if i made u feel like
I miss lead u or made u think that
There was something going on when i didn't realize it at first,
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
You don't have to apologize if anything it should be me apologizing to u
I shouldn't have done u like that
I said starting tear up a little bit
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Come here i said with open arms
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Wrapped my arms around her hugging her
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I hugged her back
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
We hugged each other for a second before saying something
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I wanna know can we be cool again
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I was hoping u said that because i really do miss your stubborn ass
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I miss your sensitive ass too smirk
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Giggle a little
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
We both pull away a little bit but we caught onto each other lips
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
There was this moment where i lean in and she in to but our didn't touch
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
We both were hastened at first for a second before we made that move
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Feeling nothing but fireworks in the kiss
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Feeling this kiss and the fireworks from it
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
We keep going until i had to pull away because i thought about Dallas
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
What's wrong?
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I'm sorry, Lisa, but i can't do this
I'm in a relationship and u still in a relationship and this isn't gonna work
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
How can u say that when u never give this a shot
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
It's kinda too late for us to give this a shot Lisa
I'm in love with Dallas now,
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I can't believe this i stood here feeling like
Someone stabbed me in the heart
So what saying is that u stop having feelings for me anymore.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I'm sorry, Lisa, but i have moved on.
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
What in the fuck! It has only been five months
And u standing there telling me
That basically u don't have feelings for me!
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Lisa, I moved on what do u expect from me
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
That's bullshit! how can u go all this time
Loving someone to only changing your mind
Leaving a person heartbroken that's pretty fucked up chilli
You can't keep playing with people's emotions like that.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I wasn't playing with anybody emotions Lisa
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
It sure feels like it's i feel played
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
How can i play u, Lisa,
When we never had gotten together like that
You didn't have feelings for me like that and not the way u did with Angel
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Look i do care about u chilli i may not have felt the same way at the time
But at least i would have given us a chance
I could've given u all of me than some
Plus, i didn't even know or thought u swing that way
You didn't even tell me.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I really don't swing that way
Lisa, I have never been with another female-like this before
I've only had general feelings for u and only u Lisa
Nobody else can get me like this or make me feel like this
I don't even know how to be with another female plus
I'm not into them but for some reason, i am more into u and I'm scared to even tried!
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I stood here lost for words
𝐓𝐁𝐂...
𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄...
𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓...