About M.E

CHAPTER 7

Him: How did you say so?

Me: Because you know your nice, gentleman, cute everything is already with you. Is she not contented or something??

Him: I don't really know. I can't answer that question because

....

Before James could finish his words, Jess was calling me.

Jess: Ally!! God, i was finding you everywhere. Anyways, can you come at my house? Because im gonna make a project for history.

I rembered that later we're gonna have a family meeting.

Me: Im so sorry Jess, We're gonna have a family meeting later. Maybe you could just ask Claire or somebody else??

"Okay." Jess told me with a pouty look

The bell rang means end of school.

I went home and checked my facebook.

I just realize that James was now a popular boy at school (because his looks duuhhh)

And also all the girls was talking about me because they caught us talking.......

We had a family meeting while eating at dinner time.

I made all my homeworks then go back to sleep.

MORNING

I went to school.

Every girls was looking at me.

They kind of like to slap or hit me.

I didn't care.

Then one girl just pushed me.

I didn't even know what was the reason.

The laughed at me.

I started having a teary eyes.

My fun days just ended.

I just remembered 7th grade.

Bullies.

Im not really a happy person

Im just trying to have a positive mind.

I went to my class.

Went to my sit.

There was a paper taping into my table.

It said "flirty girl" with a picture of me while talking so James.

I was just talking to James like i have no intention. Is talking now a "flirt"?

God.

I remember when i saw somebody cutting herself.

Know i can relate.

I want to suicide i want cut.

There's literally no postive vibes are left in my mind.

I now became a quiet girl just like before.

This is torturing me.

And it's not only that day.

The next few days they didn't stop bullying me.

I didn't have any more class with James so we cannot talk to each other anymore.

Why is the world so cruel?

I went to my room and started crying for just a small reason but its like such a hard and big feeling.

I can't stop crying