||JENLISA||

I thought.

LISA's POV

I was thinking about Jennie. My love for years you see me as a friend only. My crush for years.

Well basically Jennie is my childhood bestfriend. We tell secrets each other and everything.

Sometimes I joke about our relationship,
Like I'm owning her at the front of our friends but Jennie in the other side never feel the same. Cuz she loves Jisoo, our bestfriend, actually I have another childhood friend too it's rosé, rosé knows my secrets
And my feelings for Jennie.

One day Jennie confess her feelings for Jisoo, at the bathroom. Little they didn't know I'm in the bathroom listening to there conversation.

"Jisoo, I would like to say something for you." Jennie said. "Okay what's that go ahead and spill it!" Jisoo said.

"Um.... It's that I.....I-I lo-love you" Jennie said shuttering. While hearing that my heart break into pieces.

"Um.....Jennie I'm so-sorry I don't feel the same sorry, but I like Rosie sorry jendeukie."
Jisoo said, and leave jennie alone at the bathroom. While Jisoo is far from the bathroom she suddenly cried and sob. I hesitate to go out of the bathroom, but I comforted to myself that I can do this for Jennie Kim. So I went out and Jennie got shock. "Yo-you hear are conversation?"
Well not really I was listening to the music and I hear someone and cry and to I for shock it's you" I lied. Jennie suddenly hug me. "Lisa she doesn't feel the same" Jennie said while continue to sob hard.

"Shhh....it's okay nini I'm here for you remember?!" Jennie just nod and hug me.

My emotion today is happy and at the same time Im sad. Happy to get a chance to court Jennie and sad for Jennie because Jisoo doesn't feel the same thing  for her.

Days past we enjoyed together and I help her move on. We watch movies eat, went to the park. Remember our childhood memories, went to the amusement park, I was deciding to confess at her but I was lack of confidence. I'll try tomorrow.

Tomorrow..........

"Hi Nini!" I said to her with a wave. "Hi Lili!" She said and hug me I wish we're always like this. I said to my thoughts.

RECESS.......

Jennie and I decided to go at the bench.
I will confess, wish me luck!.

"Nini!, I would like to say something to you!" I said. "Wait me first it's exciting OMG!"
Jennie said as she interrupted me.

"Okay, what's is it?" Jennie showing her gummy smile. "Lisa, there was a boy named Kai and he said if I can go with him tonight, his gonna take me to a date!" Jennie said happily. And I feel a pain in my heart, because of coward ness I can't now confess, cuz jennie doesn't feel the same way. I wish I was Kai or get back to the past to the past that we were happy the days that me jennie only not Jisoo, Kai or anything else I wish.

As Jennie said that, I just lower my head and tears starts to fall.

"Lili why are you crying?" Jennie said.
"Oh it's tears of joy it's that I help you as a FRIEND to move on, on your past!" Jennie showing her gummy smile. This is the last day that I will be seeing you face Jennie sorry. I said to my thoughts.

"Thank you very much Lisa thank you for being a good best best best friend!" Jennie said and hug me tightly and I hug her right too. "This is last Nini bye Love you, forever"
"What Lili did you say something" I remain silent.

"Smiling even though deep down it hurts"
                                                       - a/n