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LISA's POV

If life was a movie your the best part yet the Saddest part of it. I didn't regret loving you, caring for you...I didn't regret at all. I regret letting you go, I realize that I can't live without you. But I have to let you go, I have to...it's hard but I did this just for you to have a happy life, the life that you dreamed of. Remember when we are at my house were cuddling each other. You said that, you want to have a two babies then two sorry house. You said you want to have a toddler room so that our children will be happy...you want our house is to have a pool so that you could bond as a family. I was happy hearing that but the sad part is that I can't see in my imagination us having a family, me carrying your child, me being a father to your child maybe because I know the truth. I just hide it...because I want you to be honest with me. I wait for you...but nothing happens. One time I came back because I went to America to fix some files from my father. I went back and deciding to go at your house even though I'm so exhausted....because I miss you so much. I knock at you door but no response, so get my key to open it. I look for you, I open the door of your room and found out that you were already kissing the man you love...now it's time for you to be honest with me. Yet you lied to me, it was far from I expected. I expect you to be honest with me. I knew it but why did you choose to break me. I'am ready letting you go but...you lied to me two times. And that day I decided to stay away from you and think that I have loved a woman but it suddenly disappear. I didn't let myself think that you cheated in me because that's how I respected you that's how I love you, to the point I'm fooling myself. I accept that because I know I was not really the one for you but I thank you for the memories we've shared for each other.

Sometimes in our life we will enter in a relationship that the both of you thinks that you were meant to be, yet destiny was just tricking us. Sometimes destiny makes us fool, but destiny did that to us to learn from our mistakes. So that the mistakes we've encountered on our past relationship we will going to make right and avoid the mistakes that we have committed.

Sorry for the sad update...I know it's been a long time cuz you know I'm working on a on-going story...but I need some inspiration. That's all byeeee...Love youu bitches (readers)